Won't happen again can't you see; cause I never did
Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 9:17 PM
Miss Yang was late for 35 minutes today, because she forgot it was our lesson, so we only had 15 minutes of Science lesson:D She brought some ahem, live examples of contraceptive materials. Haha, the whole class was grossed out luh. Our class is so not not sick. Anyway, tomorrow's science lesson we are watching a video on abortion. Eew. It's super disgusting. But thankfully, can choose not to watch. But then again, everybody should watch because then the rates of abortion will go down(:
Went to becca's house, had nuggets, onion rings and korean pao-mian for lunch. Her mum is super nice can.:D Played around with her piano, super cute mini guitar, and managed to complete the science worksheet. Started my revision officially!:D :D :D Reached home about 5pm, completed notes on science chapter 1 to 3. Only. Huh, shall shut down the computer and go complete all the way up till chapter 6, do literature homework, and go through a bit of chinese 词汇 if there's time left. So proud of myself, haha:D
Spent $6 today on 2 pens and a correction tape. Today was last lesson of badminton, was fun except for the warm-up. It was a super new weird warm-up. Oh well, it's better than running 2km. Miss Poon warm-up is always super tough. Pondering over soccer or road relay for post exams activities. Maybe will take soccer; took soccer in first term what. Okay okay, shall stop here and go do revision!:D
*Looks around for becca*
Memory
Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 7:27 PM
-Flashback-
We were so naive then, so carefree. Best of friends? Yeah, you could find me with him, him with me. Maybe that was because we hit off well, maybe it was because we were of the same age. but then again, I wasn't that close with the other guys who were of the same age. When I first went in, you were the second person I got to know, and over time, we just became closer gradually. Nothing went wrong. I mean, we played, we talked, we broke curfews like talking when we were supposed to be sleeping, and we had fun. Until I left. I remember that last day. A great deal of hugging, well-wishes, and a fair bit of tears. What was the last sentence I said to you? I have no idea. From then on, I never really forgot you. Until now, the memory is so fresh it seems like yesterday. But when we first met it has been around 7 years ago already. I haven't seen you in 5 whole years. I don't have any way of contacting you, any way of knowing how you even look like now. How you looked like back then, I still remember though. Hey, you were my best friend, next to my buddy who was like 4 years older than me, how could I not? You were always such a softie. But that was why most of the girls hit off with you too wasn't it? Our friendship, it's such a beautiful memory, living in my heart. And it will go on and on. I don't think there' even a chance of me forgetting. I still remember everything I knew about you, am reminded every single day. But then again, do you even remember me? Come to think about it, I think if I were to bet, I would say that I can find out which school you're in now. But the fact remains that I may be just another person to you, just another being. So why is it I have to try so hard to forget you? And then reality sets in, the scenario re-enacts, and this time round I know he doesn't care. Why should you? You don't even know me now. I don't know you now either. Why is it that I care so much, that everything was like it just happened yesterday? My childhood memory, preserved until this day. Foolish as it sounds, I've tried googling your name. Yeah, nothing came up, like expected. Your name haunts me every day and night. I even wrote a school essay, inspired by you, and amazingly it came out better than expected and my essay got chosen. You used to be the one person I could talk to, like really talk. You made me open up the door in me, and when I left, we stopped talking, the door slammed close. Frankly, I've only had 3 crushes in my whole life, and you happen to be the first, and the one I can't seem to forget. I know our time's up. But knowing doesn't mean it will happen.
Targets
@ 5:36 PM
Slept till 2.30pm before I finally got up. So much for wanting to wake up at 9.30. Did Geography homework, the sec 2 end year paper, left with the last LDQ. Researching on strategies or partnerships adopted by Singapore to ensure a sustainable future for our environment because I only have one in mind and I can't do my LDQ. Only found one about water sustainability, which is no use at all. History homework only finished up the last paragraph of question 2a, left with 2b. At least it's judgemental question:D My parents offered me $5 in return for vacuuming the floor because I did not want to. Still considering it now:D
Yesterday didn't use com as I had to help my mum to prepare dinner. My godbrother and his family came over, plus my grandparents. Had fun, and did some homework, but missed the chance to talk to Vanessa online.D: Had a short sms conversation with her though, which is super rare because she practically doesn't reply smses. Got the approval to go on the China exchange program!:D :D Hope I get a room with becca or claudia, not with some people from other class I don't even know. Shall go be a workaholic later. For now, I shall laze around. Got a children's day present:D even though there's no children's day holiday. Decided that I shall not go for the Victoria exam next year because I probably won't make it anyway and I'm not that much a fan of VJC. Sighs. Checked Ntrix again, and discovered I deproved super lots in position.D:
[It's all over 39th.]
ENGLISH.
Summary - from 21st position to 36th, which is like 4th last!D:
Descriptive essay - 17th
Portfolio[Performance Task] - 24th
MATHS.
From 30th to 13th. At least I improved.
GEOGRAPHY.
From 5th to 32nd. What a disappointment.D':
HISTORY.
From 4th to 1st. The only subject that I'm good at.
LITERATURE.
Timed assignment - From 22nd to 28th. Sucks.
Performance Task[Clay Marble] - 1st. Thanks to Yixuan:D She practically did all luh, the rest of us like did nothing.
SCIENCE.
From 33rd to 5th. Seems like I sucks at Physics. Biology is so much easier:D
[Positions are over 23th.]
CHINESE.
Essay 4, 5 and 6 - 9th, 8th and 9th.
Holiday Assignment - 1st.
Functioning Writing 4, 5 and 6 - 14th, 9th and 10th.
=Essay improved from last term's but functional writhing deproved. Don't even know what is the holiday assignment, haha.=
CONCLUSION.
I deproved in EL Lit and Geography.
Improved in History, Maths and Science.
Chinese I don't know because some essays like essay 2 they never state.
Therefore, I should seriously work hard.
New targets for myself!
English - B3
Literature - A2
Geography - A1
History - A1
Maths - A1
Science - A1
Chinese - A2
Doubt I can achieve them.D:
Rebecca - Already did:D I'm going to work hard to achieve my goal(;
Rachel - Haha:D No way, I'm just going to stay in Cedar:D Uh, what's with boys like girls? Current obsession?(: Go watch, you!
I was never yours to ignore
Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 9:24 PM
Ugh. Got 7th in class for Chinese overall so far. Suck like shit. Shall aim to pull up my score to top 5 for EOY:D Home Econ got A2, 70.5, around average.
I feel so, uh, crushed. Heard from Vanessa that NJC is not accepting 4 year IP students from next year!D': So it's either I wait till O levels and see if I make it, or I go for VJC like Rebecca, Zenly and Claudia. Khaiwen is considering if she wants to go. Sighs. So much for my NJC. D: Shlall go watch The Vampire Diaries and stop thinking about NJC. UGH.
Top of the world; that's before the downfall
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 10:34 PM
Sigh. Sigh. And sigh. My plan is failing and my determination is dwindling away! What happened to my motivation? It's failing me. Huh. Not! I shall re-start constructing a timetable tomorrow. And this time I shall stick to it. Yes I must! Sheeshhh it's only like 6 more days to the start of EOY. I'm so going to flunk. Ahh. Shall try to keep this post short, then go do my history:D
Went Kovan with Claudia and Khaiwen to eat Yoshinoya, spent $4.95. Walked around a bit, then headed to Popular, our favourite shop:D :D Oh! The Vampire Diaries new version with the tv season cast cover is out:D That guy look damn like Robert Pattinson can! But he's hotter haha:D Tagged Rebecca's new blog and re-linked. Fell asleep on the sofa upon reaching home, woke up around 7. Such a pig. Worse, I fell asleep studying. How in the world am i going to finish my revision? I haven't got an idea man. Sighs.
Zenly - Haha:D Proves that he's inspirational!:D
Rebecca - Duh-uh-uh. Tagged you(:
Nothing is ever what it seems; is it?
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 4:15 PM
I broke my rule of not going for lunch today; went Hougang Mall because I forgot to return Zenly's book yesterday when I went to return mine. Yes, so retarded[her new favourite word haha]. Ate Subway. Okay, I didn't eat but Claudia and Khaiwen ate. I so don't like subway. It's weird or whatever, but I don't like the smell. It smells sickly sweet or something. Call me weird, I'm used to it:D I have like 7 to-do things on my list today.D: Am I even going to finish it? No, I don't think so. I'll have to skip the revision if I can't finish all my homework. Sighs. Ooh, I got 69/90 for Maths mock test:D My first A1 for Maths full test paper even though it's a mock one. So pathetic right. Claudia didn't even submit her last page of answer, but she managed to pass. Haha:D But she score 71/90 if she passed up! So jealous! Came up with a list of to-dos after exams as well. Watch supernatural season 5 from episode 3 onwards, vampire diaries[i only watched the first episodeD:], the listener that is if season 2 is out, drop dead diva and more to go. :D :D But now, I shall work hard and mug. Yes, I shall. I know it sounds impossible for me, but yes I am going to try. After all, I have a motivation now. [Hint hint becca!;D] Or maybe two. Ah what the hell. Like I care. If, I said IF, I super lucky score well for EOY, I'm going for National Junior College instead. I changed my mind on Victoria, although Zenly, Claudia and Rebecca are going to try for VJC. Sighsigh! Zenly said that she think Rebecca will make it and she won't, then all of us were like giving her the *as if you won't* look. Haha:D She's super smart can. Humph, wish I could steal her brains:D
I decided that 李聖傑's songs were nice after all, listened to 手放开, 痴心绝对, 很想说, 听我爱你 and 重来. [Khaiwen! Now you cannot say that I only got one chinese singer that I listen to(:] Listened to 祝我生日快乐 as well:D
Rebecca - Haha too bad I'm all right now!:D Faster finish off your blog things, I want to see:D
And Rachel, I decided that kunio is more cute than kenn:D especially when he sings in chinese! Eh, you go see under kenn's account in youtube, there's this video titled randomness. You watch the whole video, his picture damn cute can. :D :D
Even the best can fall
Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 9:03 PM
I'm posting, yes again! Hmm. I seem to be falling in love with old songs, especially chinese ones. Yep yups, I like 有一点动心!:D :D And 心动!:D
Rebecca - Haha, I wasn't functioning as edward at that point of time so I didn't know you wanted to read:D And yep, I'm going to school on tuesday, just hope that I won't pass the fever to you!:D
Everybody's just a big fat liar; don't deny it
@ 2:13 PM
Shermaine - Okays, jiayous huh!:D
Kang Le - Haha, but it is true larh. Deleted already;D
Rachel - You just LOVE to infuriate me don't you! One, this is like not the first time that I get it right. Two, there's absolutely NOTHING wrong with that picture. Three, give me a reason to take Faith when I'm not even catholic. Four, the name Grace still sounds not nicer than Faith and Hope. Hope is so much better than Grace. There's something about the name Grace and you that doesn't fit in. At all;D
Off to mugmug and mug!D:
Beach cleaning pictures
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
Was looking through my pictures and found the beach cleaning ones:D
There was me, Claudia, Zenly, Khaiwen, Alison and Jennevieve.
Claudia(with her skirt wet haha) and Zenly.
Me(yes I look so short I know that) and Jennevieve(she's like so much taller than me)
Khaiwen on the left and Alison who are both one head taller than me. D:
Haha, shall dig up more pictures next time!:D
Mugging time
@ 10:14 PM
Yesterday sucked.
Was running a high fever, and to top it off, I had a headache and felt super giddy so I bumped straight into the wall and fell. Such a stupid freak.
Wasted one whole day, no two, because I didn't do any revision today either.D:
Hope I'll feel better tomorrow; at least I can get some work done then.
Crap. I forgot what I was going to post about. Sighs. Forget it, just forget it. I feel so pissed with myself and my obvious STM. Oh yes, ahh, supernatural season 5 is out and I watched episode 1 and 2 already! Aw, Sam told Dean he wasn't cut out to be a hunter and so went his own way. Now I'm left to wonder what's going to happen in episode 3. Super looking forward! :D
Countdown to EOY exams: It's just 10 more days!D:
Must mug like super hard!
Oh well, might as well do that because I'm aiming for the highest. Or would you rather, as high as I deem it impossible. Yes, so I'm going to work super hard, and that means no going out for lunch this upcoming weekD:
Terrible horrible
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 12:51 PM
Thursday Maths Mock Test was terrible.
Firstly, I made like so many careless mistakes.
Secondly, I think i drew my quadrilateral wrongly.
Thirdly, I was either missing one question or I totally did not see it during the 5 times I flipped through it.
Conclusion, I'm going to fail it.
And that question was like the one with the most marks!
I feel like such a failure. D:
Never mind, shall work doubly hard to score higher for EYO:D
I completed almost all my homework yesterday, down with 1 and a half literature essay and english summary. Sighs. I seriously should ban myself from the computer. Left with Geog and History revision for this 3 days. D: I'm going to do Lit revision last because it sucks having to memorize like what, at least 50 quotes from The Clay Marble?
Rebecca - Hopefully something will be done about it. *shrugs*
Quiz time
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 4:58 PM
What if....
1. There was a maggot in your soup?
Demand a refund!
2. You woke up and only mcdonalds and starbucks exists?
Eww! Starbucks, like duh! Mc is starting to suck!
3. Pokemon were real?
I want Pikachu because its super cute!
4. You walked around your block naked?
Like that will happen><
5. The person of your dreams was finally yours?
Omg you mean like Craig olejnik is MINE???:DDDDD
6. The world ends in 24 hours?
Eat as much as I can and rob a book store to steal 10 books!
7. You could have 3 wishes but you had 10 seconds to say them?
1)I'm the smartest person in this universe, 2) I'm the filthy richest, 3) I can speak 15 different language!:DDD
8. You could never die?
I would read millions of storybook.
9. There was beauty pageants for men?
Eh, I would vote for the prettiest guy;D
10. Models were short and fat instead of skinny and tall?
I would sign up:D
11. We celebrated Halloween like a dark Christmas?
Oh shit, that would be fantastic!
12. Girls wore boxers and guys wore panties?
Guys won't be able to fit into them!
13. Santa, the easter bunny, and the toothfairy really exist?
Yeah right. The sun would rise from the west.(credits rachel:D)
14. Music could give you cancer?
Then the whole world would get cancer.
15. Your parents arranged who you had to marry?
If it's like Craig Olejnik, I'll love them forever manx:DDD
16. You could star as a character in your favorite cartoon?
Do I look that much of a cartoon?
17. You got to try out on American Idol?
I would be the first - as in first to get kicked out.
18. Your parents were spies, superheros, or something cool when you are not home?
Yeah, and I can fly.
19. Your life or death depended on any game of your choice?
I. Don't. Really. Do. Games. So I would choose death if I were to play forever. Okay, maybe logic games.
20. You became a pervert 1 year from now?
You mean like ask every guy I see to screw me? Oh well, if I were a pervert, I would be enjoying it.
21. There was a breakfast cereal named after you?
Huh?
22. You could talk to inanimate objects?
Do they have feelings and thoughts and a mind? If they do, they are no different from humans.
23. There was 10 more 'What If' questions including this as one of them?
Um. I already started doing this. You aren't telling me that I wasted ten minutes or so completing nothing. Obviously I would finish it.
24. You were the only person in the world to have unlimited gas for your car?
Give me a Jaguar first.
25. You woke up as your opposite gender?
I would see what it's like to screw girls.:D
26. With the snap of your fingers, any problem you would have could disappear?
Yeah right like, I'm not imperfect, will happen?
27. It was against the law to eat more than one meal a day?
This whole world would be filled with people suffering from malnutrition. And it won't ever happen, because the government wouldn't like to starve.
Horoscope time
@ 4:26 PM
CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.
Huh. Its half true half false:D
TRUE:
- Rigid = stubborn:D
- Ambitious(but its unrealistic!)
- Shy
- Reserved
- Pessimists(i guess?)
- Act before they think = rash
- Unfriendly at times
- Hold grudges(not so much but still)
- Like competition(cause its motivation!:D)
- Patient
- Wise
- Practical
- Good-looking(nah-ah)
- Humorous
- Funny
- Get what they want(ahh, i wish!)
Tomorrow having math mock test!D: And there is like a pile of homework waiting for me to do. D': Went to Kovan today with Claudia for lunch:DD We ate at Yoshinoya, yes it's super nice can, and spent like one whole hour walking around Popular. We decided that we shall not waste money and buy those nice tempting pens(yes, they are addicting:D) so I ended up buying a foolscap pad and she bought that Yupi coca-cola sweets. And she gave me one packet:D
[Con't last post.]
Yeah, right. As if. The sun would rise from the west(credits rachel:D) if you were telling the truth. A lot of people other than R like S and J have experienced the same thing. To think I was so looking forward to your explanation. Is this really all you can come up with? Because it is so like a lie. Maybe you are telling the truth, but I don't believe it and like I said, the sun would rise from the west. I think I can find like, 10 loopholes?? Nobody even believes your story. So why won't you just admit it already? I think everyone will like you more, I'm sorry to say. What's the point of lying when you already know you have been exposed? To keep up that front, that pretense? Or is it just that you're scared? I'd rather you have the guts to admit what you have done. And I know that you only do it to people you don't like now that I've seen it today.
Time for a change
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 9:08 PM
I decided it was time to change blogskin, so here I am. Changed to japanese songs as well because I haven't listened to these for quite some time. It's all super nice:D. Oh well, hope the skin isn't too bad.(: I'm coming around to that epiphany of mine, just wait and see.
Ntrix results are finally out, but chinese haven't key in yet. Bleh. At least I improved:D Except for Geography and Chinese[don't even talk about it] which I deproved like 5-10 positions.D: Stupid LDQ. I shall do at least 10 LDQs for revision! Which reminds me, I was so determined to complete my 1 leftover literature essay. And look what happened, I ended up blogging instead. Sigh. Never mind, shall tell Melissa tomorrow that I will give it to her on Thursday.D: I'm trying to do the impossible. I'm trying to play fur elise on the piano.[Yes I know, now laugh.] Never mind the tempo and all that, bleh, I already have problems. I shall ask Rebecca for help:D Khaiwen said she learnt how to play the first line of Secret from Youtube. I can't even follow the Youtube tutorials. Sigh. Maybe I should hire Rebecca as my piano tutor(; Anyway, it was just trying to achieve the impossible. Like aiming for all minimum A2s for end of year. Sigh. Got to mug like shit. Each day is like dwindling away.
Somehow, I'm Claudia's Ji Hoo. Lol. She said "My stomach is like burning." So I asked her if she wanted me to put out the fire. Hence, I became her firefighter cum lifeguard. Heard from Gwyneth today Kim Hyun Joong is down with H1N1. Let's hope he won't pass it to his group mates.(: Had maths pop quiz today, and I forgot the formula for how to find number of sides of the polygon when given one interior angle. Stupid schupid. Tomorrow there will be one too, on algebra. Hopefully I won't screw it like I did today. Didn't go anywhere today after school, so it was overall quite boring. Oh! Zenly agreed to change her tuition for Khaiwen's birthday!:D Hopefully Rebecca's mum will let her go too, then we can all go celebrate Khaiwen's birthday.:D She's trying to decide between a jacket and wallet or a bag. Haha, we are going to eat at Swensons and take neoprints! Sigh sigh! I have to start saving up all those money I took out of my piggy bank for her birthday present.D: We are forking out $15 each cause we decided that fifteen each would be the limit of each of us' presents.:D I'm thinking if I should ask for CDs for my birthday present or a guitar. Huh, or maybe a shopping spree like the one we owe Claudia.;D Around three more months to go, shall think of it slowly!(:
Oh, and handbell is having a chalet in december! It'll be super fun, that is if I can go.): Shall go and ask my mum now.:D Okay, byebye for now!:D
Shermaine - Haha:D Right now I'm in a don't-feel-like-moving-mood too!;D
Rachel - Hey! This is not the first time! I hope year end there's some nice movie, nicer than The Traveller's Wife, then we won't feel sorry we missed it!:D
Rebecca - helloo!:D haha, I have STM and is super sloww like you know:D and the next time I go over to your house, you shall show me the build-a-bear that I paid for but never got to see!:D
Rewind
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @ 5:26 PM
I was listening to death cab for cutie's someday you will be loved again, and I felt such a heavy burden suddenly. Imagine somebody dedicating that song to you; how heartbroken you can get. But this is life, we all have to move on. I know, it ain't easy, but that is all that we can do. Staying in where you were hurt isn't going to heal the hurt, isn't going to bring that person back to you. So, the only solution seemingly available, is to make yourself smile, walk on, and never look back. For someday you will be loved, by someone who knows how to cherish you.
The world is just sheer deception
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 5:07 PM
Okayokay!
Im breaking my rule of mugging!><><
But im not going to blame myself cause I improved by 4 marks(: Went Bugis today with claudia rebecca and khaiwen. Took neos! and ate yoshinoya((: Ahh. I finished reading clay marble, yes i know, after so many lessons miss siew has started on, and it was sad larh! Jantu actually died in the end. Im trying to find quotes (original) cause miss siew said it'll be better. Sighs. I dont know how im going to do that. Today science lesson was pretty fun:D I think miss yang really hates teaching our class science secretly. The other day she was like,"Every time I go out of your class after Science lesson I'll feel so stupid." Lol! Too bad she got our class for science((: But she's great!:D I improved lots for science:D I think if the whole 1A's mouth was taped with duct tape, she would have a much easier time teaching. Must work super hard, term 4 week 1 got test already): although its mock, still... Mugmugmug!:D Towards my goal of 80 days!(yes rebecca you get wht im saying:D)
Rachel - haha sorry, im old already, ah ma forget cannot blame me derh!(;
Claudia - your name seems to be missing one 'u'.:D
Jolynn - No larh! Yours is so much better can!>.<
Shermaine - helloooo! Haha, you horh, always get sugar rush derh!
Vanessa+Rachel - yes the lessons would help but i'd still leave it like that, given that im given such an opportunity to irritate you all's eyes! ;D
