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Hello there, my real name is peixuan! I'm a really short girl. That's the reason why I have nickname called 'shawty'. I'm being loved by my fellow friends. Just like how I love the stunningly gorgeous people in this world, which includes my fam and friends. They are just so boomz. I love cookies too! And all sorts of nice stuff. I'm really a weird girl y'know? ♥
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Live like we're dying.
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 11:14 PM

Although I heart Adam Lambert, I have to say that Kris Allen's Live Like We're Dying is addictive. (:
I was just doing Ace-Learning a few minutes ago.
Omgod luh. It's killing me. It's like so damn tough and it includes questions that Mr Tay haven't even taught?? I'm left with the course last section. Managed to pass the first 3 sections with extremely low scores. D:
The quiz created by Mr Aiman was much easier. (:
Enough of Maths. I hate Maths lessons anyway. Ugh.

Met up with Alison today at Compass Point. Chae Rin and Angie couldn't make it last-minute. Haiz. So the two of us started on the drawings first.
We need 720 pictures. Yeah. Crap man.
I'm currently browsing through Ace-Learning forum.
Nothing to do. D:
Saw this:
Women have to do their part for National Service by enlistment into the armed forces. Do you agree?
Oh yeah, sure. Men should be able to give birth to children. Do you agree?
This world is always fair in one way or another.
If guys could be pregnant, girls would be serving NS.
Since it's not possible, then why don't you just shut up?

Completed homework. :D
I seriously have nothing to post.
So, I shall go have my beauty sleep. (:
I can't forget those days we had.
Lift your head, straighten your back, look straight ahead.
And walk all the way down the path you're headed towards.

@rayy`LOL! you are seriously insane, girl! GO, PERCY JACKSON! :D :D
@xuan`yeah i lovelove it too! :D
@beccaz`hahaha! (: there was a version by ashley tisdale too, but wasn't as nice. (;
@nessa`too bad! i shall and will imitate all i want! ;D OMFG! SERIOUSLY??? thats soooo insulting to your taste; and if i me and rayy were there, i think we'd be rolling on the floor laughing like shit. LOL! :D :D

Somebody tell me what's wrong.
Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 9:23 PM

Rebecca:
Rebecca Nah is the bomb.
Victoria boys should go suck balls.

Me:
Rebecca Nah is the sky
Victoria boys should learn to fly.

Rebecca:
Rebecca Nah is the awesomeness yayness in the world
Victoria boys are major losers.
*Arrows towards "losers", and writes "except for chicken in application to peixuan".*

Me:
Rebecca Nah TAKES BACK HER WORDS
Victoria boys incl. chicken are so NOT for peixuan.

Peixuan hearts Adam Lambert
So shuai so unique and totally hot voice :D

Rebecca:
Peixuan hearts Rebecca Nah
So cute so random and insane.

Haha :D This was a random 2-line game we were writing on during handbell on monday, I think. (: Lame right. Lol.
I haven't posted in a longlong time! And I can't really remember wht happened this week, so yeah.

On thursday had handbell, so we did self-prac, some bonding.
We slacked super much, cause 7 of us(minus Maria who was absent, 6) were doing the counter-melody part, and so far we only have chords.
So we sat on the floor and talked. (:
Me, marlene, rebecca, erika, qiyu and amanda.
Found out Mr Leng's age. Lol. :D
And marlene actually was accepted by Victoria Junior College when she applied for the 4 years IP 2 years ago, but she rejected the offer cause of handbell SYF!
We were like WHAT, you were accepted and you REJECTED??
Cause she actually came to Cedar because of handbell.
She's in MOB, so cool can! That's like the dream of every handbeller?
Okay, maybe most, if not all. :D
Oh and yeah, we were talking about how rebecca likes to make up imaginary boyfriends for me.

Our Lit teacher changed the theme of our skit to "Home", so we re-wrote the whole story.
So now I'm the teenage girl with on-the-verge-of-divorce parents, claudia and still-finding-a-guy, and a boyfriend, which is tzehan, who got me pregnant.
Doesn't that just sound great?
Yeah. Right. Rocks totally.

Our class is seriously NOT COMPASSIONATE.
Hello? We have only accumulated 24 dollars plus for Project Haiti???
When 2M already has 100 over?
Come on, it's gonna contribute to best class award! 2M got it last year I think.
I'm donating on Monday, cause my this week allowance is totally depleted with the exception of the ten dollars which I take out every week to save.

I'm going shopping with my mum next week at Vivo. :D
She says that Zara is having 50% sale, so we shall go take a look.

I forgot wht I was going to type. ):
Shitshit. I was thinking about it only a few seconds ago. ): ):
Forget it.
Alright, I shall go read some books.

AND, Percy Jackson movie's gonna be out in 11 days. :D
Oh, which reminds me.
Shit, I still owe Justin a photograph. Ahh.
Damn it.
Nightallofyou. :D
Spinning outoutout of my fragile control.
Failing is not going to get me anywhere.
And so I can only push myself over the limits.
Beyond my fully-stretched limitations.

WAIT! I suddenly remembered wht I was going to type while replying tags. :D :D
♥Farizan is buying Vassalord, and she's lending it to me! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D ahhhh! :D :D so expensive, $20 plus can... somemore only Borders have. tsktsk. vassalord volume 3, wait for me! ;D

@diaz`haha:D no more slacking! the proposal and all that is due by 8th! ):
@rayy`GRR. hmm, rachel seriously needs help too. She can't help considering all the possibilitied. LOL! :D nonono, it's the nessa killer eyes, not the ah ma stare! ah ma stare is not suitable in this case. *sniffs* i'm slow, you're stone. HAHA! :D :D
@xuan`cause it makes things more unique. :D :D just like how they like to say I'm weird, but I prefer to think that I'm unique. Hmm, like bella! :D
@beccaz`GET RID of the I love flowers! ahhh. "Flowers, butterflies
, unicorns, I like. Stop teenage pregnancy." OMGOD. the thing is like stuck in my head! thanks to you and diaz. *stares* and I posted. Like finally. :D okayokay, i shall go tag you back. (:

Looks like I have a Prince Charming. LOL/.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 5:30 PM

News flash: I heard zhipeng actually agreed to role-play prince charming, although i don't think he knew the main charac. was me, but to claudia khaiwen and rebecca's absolute devastation, he's having volleyball competitions or so i heard. Haha ;D

I asked tzehan if he was willing to do the role-play and he said yes.
So I think we're currently fixing it on him, yeah?
At least it's less awkward huh? How do you pretend to be in love with this guy who has this mentality that i hate him? I have no idea.
Whatever.
Anyway, I don't really care, so yeah.
One of the lessons in life, sometimes it's just nearly impossible to change somebody's mindset or thinking towards you.
A lesson from experience, people don't necessarily believe you when you tell them the truth.
Anyway, today sucked.

ANNOUNCEMENT: I was so NOT using my phone! My earpiece, attached to my phone, dropped out of my bag and I simply pushed it in and that Mr. who-and-who, I shall not name, just HAD to malign me and couldn't resist IMPLYYING that I was using my phone smsing when he didn't even WITNESS me doing it. Because my phone is a touch phone, so he kept touching the screen, obviously looking for evidence that I was smsing, but SADLY, nothing came onto the screen. **** ****, *****.

There. I hope it's eye-catching enough. :D
I still prefer Mr Lim.
Quote zenly,
Lol. :D he's a seriously good teacher.
Rachelchayyixuan just pissed me off like shit.
grr. you can read all about how she indulged in torturing me on her blog, today's post. lol.
Having a mind block currently, so I shan't post any further.
Until we meet again... LOL. :D

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.
Wishing you were here when I know you ain't coming back to me.
It hurts so deeply, that longing that refuses to fade along with the passing of time.
I want to do this for myself.
But all that stands in between is you.
And so everything I do is for you.

@khaiz`haha not that long luh, only 3 days leh! :D :D
@rayy`you still laugh! humph! stares at you with the nessa killer eyes. haha :D :D you uh, so bad bad!

Keep it short and sweet.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 7:56 PM

This feeling of suffocation overwhelms me without you here.

We decided on our Literature project[, which is the film-making,] plot and all that already.
I would put a smiley face but for the fact that SOME PEOPLE, insisted on asking number one;zhipeng, number two;kangle, number three;tzehan, number 4;covurn to role-play Prince Charming. Of course not all of them, but beccaz going to ask them and see who's going to agree. Lol. I bet you all of them won't. Haha! :D
Then we have to find a guy to act Prince Charming in the film.
In which, did I forget to mention?, I'm like the main character and will be marrying Prince Charming in the end. -.-"
Thankfully Zenly's going to kill us both when we're walking down the aisle. Supposedly.
It will be super awkward can.
Blame it on my rotten luck to get the paper saying "Acting". ><
Cause we drew lots to choose our roles. (:
The title of our story is 'Another Cinderella Story, Again'.
Haha. :D :D Our version is like twisted.
Cinderella aka Zenly, is like evil. But very pretty. Which fits Zenly. (;
And me and Claudia are the "ugly" pretty sisters. Supposedly luh.
DAMN IT REBECCA JUST SMSED ME SAYING POSITIVE REPLY.
And she don't wanna tell me who!
Ahh, now she say she already asked two people.
Confusing and kept in suspense!
Shit, I have to get the answer out of her! D:
Breathe in, out, in, out.
Re-l-a-x.
There. :D :D
Now I'm fine.
Let's not think about it lest I start to get riled up again.
Aw, I'm hungry. ):
Haven't had dinner yet.
Waiting for my father to buy back. He's like drinking downstairs.
AHHHHHHHHHHH, XUE TE!
Rebeccanahyihwee said that kangle agreed! D:
Shitshitshit, I was hoping that all of them said no. ):
Then I wouldn't have to do it with a guy,. Argh.
Desperate!!
I HATE MY ROLE. DAMN IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT! THAT STUPID IDIOTIC WEDDING SCENE! D: D: D:
Everything would be fine if rebecca would just delete that stupid wedding scene.
I'm like so pissed now. D: D:

I'm like into this band White Tie Affair now, thanks to WeiJin's fabulous recommendation. :D :D
So I added it to my wishlist. :D

It's alright, it's okay, everything's gonna be fine.
You're gonna live through it, and make something out of yourself.
Change.
The only constant thing in life.

@rayy`nonono! i meant they were trying to take out the needle sticking out from the syringe! lol! :D
@khaiz`hello-oo-o you! :D :D

You give me the impression that you never cared about me.
Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 9:42 PM

6. CHOCOLATE CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING
Sexy; always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh.

That was what I got for a desert personality test.
Is it accurate? I don't really think so, but feel free to tell me how y'all see it kay. :D :D
I just visited my Xanga site after abandoning it for so long. Lol.
I seriously should get down to typing out the whole animation clip story plot. Angie, Chae Rin, Alison and I decided on our main character and the main story plot already, but I have to type the actual one out.
You know Aurora, the sleeping beauty? Our main character is Aloha, the sleepy beauty. Lol.
We decided not to use spoken words, so we had to choose many songs/pieces as background music.
So far we only decided on the intro, Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence, and the next song Sorry Sorry.
I shall not type out what our story is like.
Let's keep it a surprise yeah? :D
You all can see how's it like during presentation. :D :D :D
I've done my part of the Literature presentation, and sent it off to beccaz to let her do her part. (:
Left with IPW on hand, which is like not settled yet.
But since diaz is the leader, I shall slack and wait for her to tell us when we're going to get around to do it. Hahaha :D
Quite a handful of school stuff to complete during this weekend. Haiz.
I was thinking maybe we could go to the National History Museum on Sunday. But I'm not even sure if I can finish hw and projects on time. ):
Hmm. I've been waiting for 15th Jan, which is today, ever since 30th Nov.
You wanna know why?
Cause Supernatural's next episode is out in the USA today! :D :D :D
And so I get to watch it a few days later, after like 2 months during which I kept telling myself 15th Jan is gonna be here soon.
It's okay, it's alright, I shall go read my book that I intend to return tmr. :D
A very saluted(? LOL.) goodnight to all my fellow Earthlings! (:

@diaz`no loh! i'm not sadistic can! *sulks* D: and oh, how did you manage to blog hop to sherlene's blog??? which reminds, me I keep forgetting to link her!
@xuanz`YEAH, it was like super disgusting can. diaz still say I sadistic. humph. ;D
@beccaz`you go girl! :D and now, for the reward, I shall link you immediately! :D
@rayy`idk leh, it just ended with the paramedics trying to take it out. it's supposed to be a short film mah. (:

You go Secondary 4 '09 girls! :D :D
Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 10:12 PM

First and foremost, let's give a BIGBIG round of applause to the sec 4 '09 seniors for hitting their target of L1R5 9.5! :D :D :D
Last year Cedar had best results in 52 years, got 9 on average for 'O' levels L1R5, this year got 9.5, hopefully our batch can beat the '08 seniors and get 8! (:
Just completed the research on Burj Khalifa. Still need to finish Science, Mathematics and Chinese. Bor-ring. ):
Ohohoh! We get half day on Wednesday! :D :D Thanks to the fab 'O' levels results. (: Wei Qi's sister damn pro luh, got all A1s except for 2 A2s.
Let's all work hard to get into our dream jcs! :D
Anyways, missed lunch today cause we had to chiong to set up for Sec 1 CCA auditions. They all look so blur. Lol. Most of them didn't do very well for handbell auditions although quite a lot of them were interested in joining handbells. Hmm, I hope the Wei Qi look-alike, aka Edwina(?) I think, will get in! :D :D
That would be so cuute. Haha(:
Met the new handbell teachers today, Miss Helimi and Dr Fung/Fong(?)! :D
They were nicee.
It's like in this one practice, the song Kiss The Girl improved a lot!
They work wonders. And they are brilliant. Seriously.
But, they gave us homework, that is to put up individual performances for them.
Shit right. Those who know piano, find a piece to play. No background, you can sing. Don't know how to sing, play a song that you like and they says they'll make you dance. Lol. I'm like working very hard to find a piece. ):
I was thinking of White Flag by Dido. (;
Ran after the bus like siao can!
All Neng Fang's fault! >< She was like eheh, I wanna bathe before tuition leh!
Then cause crossing the road, so she was like we run to the bus stop in front to catch the 107 kay! (Cause we missed the stop already)
Then she started running and I was like damn it, then I started chionging after her.
Poor Niranjanaa, she was talking on her phone yet she had to run with us. Lol.
Then Neng Fang's wallet drop, make me help her pick up. Bshhh.
Went to Kovan to buy dinner after that.
Andand, guess who I saw there?
Claudia! I should start calling her Sherlene now! (: And nono, it's not claudiatayjooee, and not claudialeesilei. (:
Said hello, then her friend's bus came along.
We took the same bus together, random chatted.
She looks damn cuute can. :D :D
Reached home and ate dinner, slacked, and did geog hw.
Which reminds me of how I still have not completed the rest of my hw.
Shit.
Thank goodness I just remembered that I have to bring my EL tuition file to school tmr. Cause I'm going to becca's house and will be heading straight to Auntie Juliana's house thereafter. (:
Then Zenly will complain that I never go home and bathe first. Lol.
I still haven't do tuition corrections for the proposal we did. Damn it.
Nvm, I shall follow Zenly and chiong it out in school. Haha! :D :D
We watched this short film titled Spider this morning during Literature.
So it's about a prank gone bad, Jack bought this fake prank spider to scare his girlfriend Jill. The spider landed on her and she screamed and nearly hit into another car. She was driving you see. So she got out of the car after they swerved to one side, and Jack went and threw the spider at her again.
She jumped back furthermore, screaming, and BAM, she gets hit by a car.
Then paramedics arrive and Jack was like so anxious, standing near Jill and the paramedics.
They were going to give her a jab, painkillers probably? I'm not sure. Anyway, the guy holding the syringe was about to give the girl a jab when he saw the spider and freaked.
So his hand accidentally swung back and OOPS, it was IN Jack's eye.
Lol. There were like "Omgods" or laughter from some quote-claudia-sadistic people-end-quote when they saw that scene.
Imagine someone standing in front of you with a needle that's super long INSIDE your eye with the top part of the syringe sticking out.
Cause I was trying to get the details right, our group was supposed to note the setting and mood, so I didn't have a reaction, just sat there watching it, then diaz scolded me for being expressionless. Lol.
I'm trying to analyse it, hello? :D :D
It's already 10:47. Time to stop and finish up my hw. ):
Byebye you aliens that are trying to invade Mars! :D

rayy - nooooooooooo, it's so not dead. Lol. It's not alive, but well, it's not dead! My poor blog. D: Hahaha. :D My DIM!!!! AHHHHHH! ME WANT MINE DIM!!!!!
diaz - wahahahaha! :D :D There's like so many hyphens, people who don't know won't ever guess that one can. ;D
zen - *nods head vigorously* *points to diaz;whispers* she's CRAZY over them! :D :D :D

That hairstyle is seriously CUUUUTE! (;
Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 10:43 PM

I am once again reminded of how the Internet is a serious distraction to me.
I have not done a single homework assignment so far, for starters.
Secondly, I still have not gotten around to calling the old bookshop auntie in which I am going to die if I don't cause my literature book is still with her.
Additional to that, I believe that I'm supposed to sms Angie to confirm with her once again the meeting time tmr.
I guess I', never going to do the third thing.
Which leaves me two things to complete tmr, taking into consideration that I'm most probably going to be out the whole day tmr.
I'll be going to Pasir Ris, Tampines, and NE Coasts, whatever and wherever those are, to take pictures for the Integrated Performance Task, which you all already know, is Geography, History, Music and Art Performance Tasks all merged into one.
Shit. We have to like do super good for all 4 aspects in order to get a high grade for all of them.
Cause it's like an animation clip, one minute, so the clip matters. A lot.
It's like freaking everything.
Anyway, let's stop driving myself insane.
Or, according to Mr Lee, we should use the word 'disturbed' instead, in order to minimise the psychological reaction. (:
Actually, I think it does work.
At least for me. (:
Whenever I feel super pissed, I will tell myself "I am very irritated with so-and-so for doing whatever-and-whichever."
And then I feel better, so I replace the irritated with disturbed thereafter.
SO I didn't feel pissed anymore.
Lol. Weird as it sounds, it does work. (;
Oh so, yesterday English lesson was, once again, amusing.
Mr Lee was trying to explain why we can't use words like 'stimulate' and 'aroused' to describe the tiger in the passage. XD
So the whole class was, as usual, laughing like hell and couldn't stop laughing.
Went home with HuiShiiii. (:
We had random chats, and so she was asking me if I was going for the VJC auditions which I mentioned to her on Wednesday.
I told her I was thinking of going for it, you know, trying it out, on Wednesday.
But then again, I went home and thought about it.
My dream JCs is like in this order:
1) Hwa Chong Institution
2) Raffles Institution
3) National Junior College
4) Victoria Junior College
Hence, I believe it's obvious why I'm not that interested in going for the auditions.
I think I'll just stay in !Cedar for 'O' levels. (:
And I'll have to look at my Term 1 results first.
Although I'm keeping my own promise to myself and working hard this year, it's no guarantee that I'll score high like I did for last year EOY.
Guess I'll just cross the bridge when I come to it huh? (:
This year is streaming year, it'll be super stressing.
And the sucky part, is that they only take your Maths results times 2, and your Science result times 1, add together, and that's your score that they'll be streaming you based on.
Of course, your overall percentage can't be lower than 60% or something like that I think.
Oh! I nearly forgot! ;D
The BEST PART of yesterday, which is Friday, is during Morning Assembly.
LOL! Claudiatayjooee, you are fanatical over your 'staff'.
Wahaha! (; The -- ---------- and -- ---! :D :D
But seriously, I'm telling you again, he looks damn freaking cute with his new hairstyle! *winks*
Okayokay, wave-your-hand-smack-your-butt-and-kiss-goodbye.
Lol. (:

claudia - I didn't say out exactly like I said I won't! Lol. He looks damn cuuute can. :D :D :D
rebecca - hahahahaha! she's feeling damn paiseh. (; hmm. If I had to list one 'staff', I would go with -- ---. LOL! ;D ;D shhhh!

Confession time.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 3:03 PM

Confession: Guilty of ripping it off farizan's blog! (:

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 5 of your friends . Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl.. if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
nope. or maybe yes. idk!

2. Smart?
don't mind, but I prefer smart guys. cause they can coach me. lol.

3. Preferred age?
older than me.

4. Preferred height?
not too tall; i'm a short person you see.

5. How about sense of humor?
yeap. people who have no sense of humor are bor-ring.

6. How about piercings?
hmm i don't mind if he has like 10. :D

7. Accepts you for who you are?
hundred and one percent.

8. Pink hair?
lol, it's up to him. it's his hair not mine.

9. Mushy or no?
anything.

10. Thin or fat?
whatever.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
it's not like people can control luh.

12. Long hair or short hair?
ahh, LONG hair! :D i kinda have this thing with guys with long hair. or short hair is fine too, but preferably with fringe. (;

13. Plastic or metal?
metal?

14. Smells good?
who would want somebody who has BO??

15. Smoker?
nope.

16. Drinker?
alcohol yes, no beer. cause i hate beer. a lot.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
nope. not kris allen style. adam lambert style. (: unique!

18. Muscular?
it's like up to him???

19. Plays piano?
yes!

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
yes!

21. Plays violin?
yes!

22. Sings very good?
yesyesyes! aiyah, it's just preference, not like he MUST play/sing.

23. Vain?
guys who do not care about their appearances usually are people who can't be bothered, so yes.

24. With glasses?
whatever. i do have glasses.

25. With braces?
the braces are not going to be there forever.

26. Shy type?
anything.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
works both ways for me. not that guai, though.

28. Active or passive?
whatever.

29. Tight or bomb?
what???

30. Singer or dancer?
erm, i'm not looking for a celebrity.

31. stunner?
he wouldn't fancy me (;

32. Hiphop?
whatever?

33. Earrings?
yeap!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
oh well, if i'm going to be the last, why not? lol.

35. Dimples?
that's nice.

36. Bookworm?
ahaha, yes! i'm one too! :D

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
sure (;

38. Playful?
there's like two meanings?

39. Flirt?
no flirting is fine with me. yes or no is both fine actually,

40. Poem writer?
why not? :D

41. Serious?
when he's supposed to be serious.

43. Painter?
i dont really admire art so, yeah.

44. Religious?
nope.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
maybe?

46. Computer games geek?
oh, he can teach me cause i suck at them! :D

47. Speaks 20 languages?
YES! :D thats nice!

48. Loyal or faithful?
Faithful.

49. good kisser?
practice makes perfect huh? lol!

50. loves children?
yeap

I tag;
1) rayy
2) nessa
3) diaz
4) whatever
5) i got to go bathe!

Happy birthday Alicia! (:
Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 9:00 PM

As you can see from this post's title, it's Alicia's birthday today! :D
A bigbig HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Alicia. :D
There was a surprise birthday celebration for her during recess in the canteen.
We sang her 3 happy birthday songs, english, chinese, and the cedar version.
We were like super duper loud!
And thenthen Lidiya played "You Belong With Me" on the piano, then all of us sang super loudly again.
Lol! Then like the everybody in the canteen turned to look at us. :D :D
There were tears in Alicia's eyes luh, she was shocked. (:
Then her mum came with brownies and ice-cream!
Her mum super nice can! :D
Okayokay, let's talk about my first day in school now! :D :D :D
Firstly, before I further talk about it, let me tell you all how I spent 20 minutes walking around the whole of Serangoon Interchange.
Yes, 20 MINUTES.
I was like damn lost can, cause I didn't know which exit and where I was supposed to meet Khaiz.
So I tried all the exits.
Yeah, so I was like super panicky.
I walked out of the MRT interchange, then in, then out, then in, then out, until I was like omgod i'm going to die just where is this stupid bus stop??
Then there was this group of guys, sec 3/4, standing in the MRT interchange talking. Then when they saw me again and again, some of them were like staring at me luh.
I was like so paiseh can! Look damn freaking retarded! ):
Until by some accidental luck, I exited one of the many exits and saw a bus.
Bus 100. So I chiong and got on the bus.
And I saw Khaiz.
Lol luh. Then she was looking at me like why are you here???
Cause we stand far away from each other, then I was like gesturing to her saying I've been running around in circles and circles.
Super gao xiao can. :D :D
Okayokay, back to in school.
So we met our form teacher and co-form, they seemed pretty nice. (:
Did this self-intro cause the teachers wanted to get to know us.
Gwyneth's self-intro was super funny, at first she was trying to get Mdm Valar, our co-form, to pronounce her name correctly. Lol.
Then Mdm Valar asked her why she didn't continue taking netball in sec school, and why she took volleyball as her cca.
So she was like my almost good friend, uh almost best friend *gestures to shiying*...
Then all of us were laughing like shit! :D :D
Shiying's face was like all red luh.
Then Mdm Koh asked shiying you're her best friend right? Must feel very hurt horh?
Lol. Her intro was like the only not dead one.
Settled class matters.
Beckz and diaz they all saboed me into being the History rep. ):
They nominated me! ):
And I won the voting, so it's like all the people-who-voted-me's fault that I'm the History rep. :D :D
But holding a position is better than not having cause must do NOTICE BOARD if don't have any position.
Doing notice board is like the most boring thing. Ever. Seriously. (:
After recess was reading, then history.
Met Miss Lin, she seems damn nice. :D :D
Basically just settled some stuff, and told me what to do.
Ohoh, she asked me to elect a History asst. rep too.
Chose Khaiz. (:
And Beckz was the asst. Science rep. :D :D
Diaz was sports rep, wahaha :D :D
Yixuan got into class committee even though she didn't want luh, cause so many people vote her. (:
Alicia also! She's SEL rep! (:
Back to the topic.
After History had Literature but teacher was absent.
Had a long chat with Jolynn who was sitting beside me. :D :D
Then it was English.
Omgodgod, English was the best!
Mr Lee was like super funny can! :D :D :D
I laughed till there was tears in my eyes. (:
The most funny part was the faggot part.
Omgod luh. We all laugh until siao can! XD
Went to Handbell after that.
That's all; it's late now; must go sleep! :D

Hello fellow classmates, here I come!
Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 7:39 PM

It's school re-open tomorrow! :D :D
Looking forward to see all my fellow 1A, I mean, 2A lovely Alamakians. (:
It's 7:41pm already.
And, I'm left with one stupid bao zhang bao dao that is left UNCOMPLETED! ): ):
That's why I'm keeping this post short.
I mean it. Seriously. SHORT.
*stares sternly at myself*
Okayokay! Keep it short!
I still have to bathe, eat dinner, pack my bag, and do that stupid hw!
SHIT! Damn it.
This sucks.
I'm meeting Khaiwen tomorrow at Serangoon interchange at 6.20am.
So early right. >< Cause we go school early can complete certain undone/don't-know-how-to-do hw assignments. :D :D
Just viewed our new timetable. (:
No more Miss Lizah, no more Mdm Tan. ): ): ):
Sad luh! They are like the best teachers. Ever. :D
Oh well, goodbye all my lovely! Secondary 1 teachers! :D
I'll still see you in school, but no more teachings in class from y'all.
I HAVE TO GO AND COMPLETE MY LAST PIECE OF HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT.
Seriously.
Goodbye! :D :D

yixuan - thank yous! :D :D
farizan - thank yous for the relink eh! :D :D omgodgod, the GazettE is like fabulous! :D :D YOU LIKE THEM TOO??? :D :D
claudia - yeapyeah. (: but apparently he doesn't recognize/remember me. *shrugs* tried adding him, you see. guess he doesn't have a memory as good as me? :D :D

Featured Artist: Kris Allen and Adam Lambert
Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 3:46 PM

Kris Allen:
[One of the reasons why Adam Lambert should be featured artist]
He has great hair.

Adam Lambert:
[One of the reasons why 'I' should be featured artist]
I have great hair.

Lol. Saw this on MtvAsia. Kris was giving 3 reasons why Adam should be featured artist, as well as 3 reasons why he himself should be featured artist and vice versa.
Seriously, wht has Adam's hair gotta do with your singing? (:
Although I concede, he does have great hair.
Haha (:
Alright, so I'm left with one bao zhang bao dao.
And the advertising worksheet in which I intend to leave it blank.
Cause I have absolutely no idea how to do it. ):
I just realized that Vassalord is updated on Mangafox! :D :D
And I'm like going to read it.
NOW. Straight after I finish posting. :D
Let's talk about my 2010 new year resolutions.
I've thought about it. (:

1. Work super duper hard. Remember wht I said about wanting to be on stage? (:
And P.S. It's streaming year. ):
2. Improve my culinary skills. :D I do like to cook, it's just the washing up that sucks. ): I wanna learn how to cook asparagus! The dishes I know how to cook are sort of limited at this point of time, yeah? (: But I can cook a meal. :D :D
3. Time management. As the whole world probably knows, my sense of time management is terribly terrible. ): That's why I always seem to have lesser time than other people. :D
4. Read more murder/mystery storybooks. For the benefit of everybody except for rachel whom I believe I've already told, I'm currently working on this mystery/murder story. :D Inspiration from "Castle". :D :D
5. Quit lazing around. I'm a very lazy person. ): And hence all the slacking y'all have seen from me all the time except right before the 2009 EOYs in which I suddenly worked hard. :D
6. Get over the past. Every now and then, I'll think of what and where we would be if things never happened. But it doesn't really matter, that I know. I'm willing to bet you don't even remember me anymore. It has been about 7 years already; it's not a wonder if you don't remember. I found you on FB too. But every now and then, I just remember your face from 7 years ago. That look of innocence, that period of time when everything was as simple as black and white. It's not that easy to forget when you've remembered all these years, you know? (:

That would be about all my new year resolutions. :D
Let's try to stick to our new year resolutions! (:
I'm off to read Vassalord, then try and find an article for my bao zhang bao dao.
And not to forget, I'm going to go watch "Castle"! :D :D
It's right up my chart together with Supernatural! (:

vanessa - what's wrong with this skin? I like the words. (: And yeah I saw that blogskin previously, but I didn't like the words and font. :D

It's 2010; and zen's 14. (:
Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 4:06 PM

First of all, let's wish ZENLY a very, very happy birthday! (;
And second, a bigbig HAPPY NEW YEAR to everybody!
I know I sent out a lot of smses saying happy new year, already, but still. :D
It's a new year, so it's a new skin, and a new url.
Relink, people!
Thank yous in advance! :D :D
Not going to continue posting cause I've gotta get down to completing my chinese homework. Ugh. ):
Okay, goodbye! :D

yixuan - yeah it was! ):
claudia - yeapyeah linked! (: and yes it's nice except for the ending. ):
rachel - i finished reading already. (: and welcome for spamming!
rebecca - lol. it WAS sucky! (: