Watching Adam perform is a thing of beauty.
Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 6:12 PM
MTV Asia is playing seriously good music right now.
Feel like changing my blogskin again.
And so I shall go search for one.
CEYD yesterday was fun.
Farizan looked so cute in her tobi costume with her wig! (:
I told her she should go and cut that hairstyle :D
Scrolling through ice-angel's skins on blogskins.
Feel like using the very pink one.
It's a sweet one.
But then again, I feel like going for the teal one.
Or the black one.
Went Cedar Lit Up yesterday.
It was pretty okay.
I liked the last one the most :D
Ate Ben and Jerry's while at Novena!
Super ex can. :/
Shopped at Cotton On Kids.
Omgod luhh. Beccaz fit into the skirt!
Cotton on KIDS lehh!
But they have damn cool accessories! :D :D :D
Okay, teal or pink?
I'm seriously random.
Can't decide.
Browsing around other skins now. (:
Oh yeah.
5 items was no good. :/
I suck at inclined pull up.
The rest was fine though.
Next week 2.4, don't know how I'm gonna survive uhh.
Haiz. Gonna go write gwyneth her letter later. (:
Got lectured by my piano teacher just now. ):
Spent this whole week chionging hw everyday and stuff.
Didn't have time to even practice. :/
Ahh.
Only have two more months to perfect my pieces and everything.
I already wasted the whole month of April, and I only had 3 months to finish everything to begin with.
Pshh. I haven't even done ace-learning. Damn.
Decided on the pink skin.
Thought I would go for the sweet one for a change.
Although I liked the teal one a lot. (:
Gonna go do something productive instead, like writing gwyneth's letter and doing hw, and ace-learning. Yeah. And tuition hw. And theory hw. And chinese PT powerpoint. And the reflections for it. And all the other letters that I owe people, like becca, xuan, mel, and jenn. And try and find a freaking white hald cardigan for Arts Fest next friday. So yeah. Buhbye.
@jolynn`heylo :D haha, you could only see rebecca right? i was on the other side of the spiral staircase muhh. (:
@rayy`it's not everytime luhh. We go out so many times can. (:
@trisha`oops! sorrysorry! i changed already :D sorry uhh!
@zheruo`sorrysorry, forgot about it. linked already :D i want my strawberry milk! :D
Once again, reiterating my point, watching Adam perform is a thing of beauty.
When you believe, is when you achieve.
Friday, April 9, 2010 @ 5:16 PM
It's so hard to work hard. Yeahh.
Being lazy is so much easier.
Not doing your hw, slacking in class, like mine previous years.
But then again, no pain no gain.
Who said success comes easy?
It's giving your best and hard work that gets you victory.
It's being hardworking that will get you into Hwa Chong Institution.
When you believe, is when you achieve.
I'm gonna get into Hci. You just wait and see.
There. My encouragement to myself.
Motivation, cause I'm starting to slack!
Yeah, think I'm putting in less and less effort nowadays.
Facebook-ing currently.
Today was crazy.
Duhh, since when are things not crazy when you put claudia and gwyneth together?
Haha :D
Claudia changed to in between Shing and Gwyneth lehh!
And Germine went to the front cause she requested to change to the front.
I have like, 5 letters to reply over the weekend. ><
Oh boy. I wonder if I'm ever gonna finish writing.
I'm writing Gwyneth's first, cause I'm already halfway through it :D
Tmr's speech day.
Hope I don't screw up! The mistake will be magnified cause of the venue. ><
I hope 2A will have a class party at the end of the year, before we go to different classes next year.
It's kinda sad thinking about our class breaking up y'know.
I shall go do some other random stuff.
byebye:D
@rayy`haha:D okayokay, so i don't care, you owe me Justin Bieber's My World 2.0! :D :D :D and i owe you your birthday present, which I am in the midst of saving up for yours. It's a secret! :D
It's time to move on, time for change to take over.
Thursday, April 8, 2010 @ 7:14 PM
To you.
I try. I really do. But then it's like my attempts don't work out. They don't turn out well. Me trying doesn't resolve anything. So what's the point? The point is that I tried, and I still am trying. There wasn't the chemistry there in the first place; we never ever really clicked. It was always kinda awkward between us. It's just that I find it's so hard to keep trying, when you never get anything out of it, and you know, deep in your heart, that it's never going to change for the better. Maybe it's time to move on, time for change to take over. Relationships between one human being and another will never last forever. Quarrels, arguments, disputes, misunderstandings, no effort, you name it. The list goes on forever and forever. But sometimes, the bond is just missing. There's nothing that any of us can do. It's something you're born with, something that no matter how hard you try to change, you will never get it. The people around us can all tell that our relationship is strained. So what's the point? There isn't a point. It's like trying so hard to hold on to a piece of wood when you're drowning in the sea, the current and so many other factors pulling you away. We're drifting further away from each other as each day goes by. Why we are clinging so hard to this fragile, almost non-existent piece of relationship, I have no idea. I seriously have no idea.
But I'm just gonna continue holding on, until there comes a day where I can't hold on anymore.
To you all.
We are not as close as we used to be anymore. Is it because of the incident that happened last year, or is it because we just don't click as well anymore, I cannot tell. I really cannot. What is it that is wrong with us? The bond that used to hold us so tightly together is almost invisible now. Non-existent. We don't talk as much anymore, although it's true that we still hang out with each other. It's always 3 and 2. It's never us, like really us. All of us. I don't see the point of hanging out together, when it's always so awkward and it feels like we're strangers hanging on to our smiles, to that friendly tone when you just wanna scream at her. Don't you all find that everyday in school, nowadays, you tend to wanna talk to someone whom the rest of us aren't equally close to? That you're closer to this one person whom you have more fun with? You know what I'm talking about. It's like there's at least one person for almost all of us. I don't need to really say it out word by word, do I? I mean, it's obvious and all of us know it. We're just getting more and more distant day by day. Friends are not about possession. It's not like we have this invisible rule that you can't hang out with other people. I mean, that's just plain mean. But we're not making an effort to build our friendship. Maybe we are, each and every one of us, and it just doesn't help. Y'know, I miss the old days so much, when that incident last year never happened, and we never talked about each other behind their backs.
We changed our seating arrangement today.
If I were to post on this Monday, the one that's already over, I would be over the moon.
Cause the class com had the new seating arrangement, given that they were supposed to make minor adjustments to it. So Juliana said that me shing and gwy were seating together. Then we were like damn happy luhh. Cause we get to seat together.
If I were to post yesterday, I would be damn sad, cause Sharon told Claudia that they intend to change to Germine in between Shing and Gwy. Yeahh. Cause I think some people went to tell class com that it wasn't fair that we got seat together again. Then i was like damn pissed luhh. And disappointed. I mean like, if I never knew I was gonna seat in between them again, I wouldn't be that disappointed cause I never had the hope of getting the same seat back. Fuck man.
Today we changed our seating arrangement.
My mood today?
I don't know. I guess sorta relieved.
I got to seat beside becca. :D
In front of Gwy.
Which means no more last row. Damn luhh. Wanted so much to seat behind.
Diaz is like **** *** luhh, cause she **** ****** **********.
Sucks for her. And khaiz too.
Thankfully my new table partner's becca, if not I think if I get like (...) or someone, I think I'll be damn pissed for the rest of the term.
Yeahh. I already miss Gwy though, although it has only been half a day. Miss her and her Bieber fever. :D :D :D
Gonna write her her letter later, and Khaiz's too. And Jenn, since she requested for one. Haha:D :D
Oh yeahh, today v'ball match, finals against Nanyang, and Cedar won! :D :D
Damn sad luhh, couldn't go cause speech day rehearsal, compulsory. Shit right.
Gwy didn't play in the match today, but she's going into B Div next year. :D
Sanjanna actually left her laptop in school with Mel cause she went off and forgot all about it. :D
So much hw nowadays. Piling up and up.
Gonna dieeee already. ><
Haven't shower, haven't eat dinner, then still got chinese the second draft, english essay, and the ace-learning quiz. Left my 3B maths textbook in school, so I'm gonna have to chiong in school tmr.
But since we're doing on trigonometry, it's alright cause just need to key into calculator, given that I already wrote down the adjacent, opposite and hypotenuse for all the questions.
My skin peeled and my hands the thumbs and index fingers are red and bruised cause of handbell. My bells are hea-vy. Sucks luhh, this saturday have to reach school 7.30am for Speech Day. Huhh. Handbell was fun today though, cause we mastered Kiss from a rose(?) today. :D :D :D Alicia's playing the flute, sarah the violin, and felicia the guitar. Damn cool man. :D
Shall go do all the to-dos now.
I want My World 2.0!
And neoprints with Gwy and Shing, cause Gwy agreed to let me be the tall one :D
The 2 of them are so freakishly TALL.
Yeahh. As compared to me, they are superduperuber tall.
Like I have to literally look up to look them in the eye. ><
Ohh. Gwy gave me my Ferrero Rocher finally! She took from Niranjanaa and gave it to me. HAHA:D Still, I got my chocolate!
Okayokay. Seriously gotta go.
Byebye!
@rayy`oh. OH. I get it now. You're so random luhh. So sudden. :D YOU CAN GET ME MY WORLD 2.0 INSTEAD OF DIM!
@nessa`YEAH! HCI, I'M COMING FOR YOU! :D :D :D I'm gonna mug like hell to get into Hci! If cannot make it, my second aim is National Junior College! :D I don't wanna go VJ. Doesn't appeal to me lehh. Peixuan jiayou! You can do it! ;D
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 7:23 PM
I just started typing this post.
And then my father said he wanted to use.
AGAIN.
He has been using for the whole day.
Except when he finally let me do ace-learning.
Now he wants it back.
AHHHHHHHHH!
So angry.
Anyway, just going to post a few lines. :/
gweeeeneth, you owe me chocolates!
and khaiwen, you owe me baked spaghetti! :D :D :D
i do hope like hell that we can just stay in this current seating arrangement.
i love gwygwy a lot! why must you take her away from me!
HAHA:D:D:D
i'm gonna miss her lots luhh.
no more of her craziness.
no more of her random high-pitched screaming in which she asks shing to join her and i end up laughing cause they look comical.
no more of her justin bieber hyperness.
no more of not doing hw cause she said 'you still have recess and reading to do.' and i decided she's right:D
no more of gweeeeeneth!
i like to say gweeeeeneth. haha:D
ahhh. gonna miss her like crazy.
okayokay, i have to give up the com. ><
@rayy`WHAT? about the adam thing you're not making sense. lol. thanks for the tag. :D
@zan`haha yeahh they rockkk! :D
@mel`hello mel! i love you! haha:D
@sherilyn`okayz thanks alot yeahh! (:
@gwygwy`omgod luhh, the video was damn cool can. :D :D let me show you what you're missing, paradise! he's like so damn cuute in avery interview:D:D:D
@beccaz`its not fast can. it has been quite long already luhh. (:
