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A night to remember.
Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 10:48 PM

23rd november.

Met with claudia rebecca and weiqi to buy jiaxin's birthday party(:
decided on going to plaza sing to buy.
the peixuan went to plaza sing with the claudia to meet the rebecca and the weiqi there(;
saw jp at hougang mrt station. then claudia was like eh you go ask him how to go vjc leh.
lol. and i told her you ask him yourself larh, not like you never see him before.
then we were talking about her thailand trip and how i wanted that super duper cute domokun tote bag that we saw an indian guy carrying on the train.
the peixuan still wants it!;D
and the peixuan still wanna watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 although the claudia says its childish.
its cute kay!;D
anyway, bought a $64 snow cat- its a soft toy thats really cute;D- for jiaxin.
we shared so its only $16 each, usual price around there.
took bus to downtown east there cause the country club is beside it.
heard it costs $1000 to book one room. zomg right.
somemore jiaxin's sister booked two rooms.
but the surprise birthday party was pretty fun;D
jiaxin was like so stunned when she walked into the room. lol.
oh and i like the shorts alicia wore(:
we played dai di after borrowing the poker cards from a bunch of sec 4 guys.
we played 4 rounds and then all of them rebecca didn't wanna play anymore cause i won 4 rounds. lol. then they all say they don't like to play with me.(:
so we played identity swop. i think thats the title anyway. ><
super stressing can!
camwhored(: and the games were quite nice.
if you don't mind getting yourself wet and soapy. lol.
got a lift from weiqi's dad at around 10.10pm.
reached home at about 10.30 like that(:

went to hougang mall today.
saw my last-time school care principal(;
she's super nice can. have i really not changed?
after all, she managed to recognize me.
she was like you grow up already, secondary school already is it?
then i was like yeah(:
the last time i saw her was like 7 years ago?
give or take a few months.
saw dowen as well.
what's with me bumping into all the people anyway?
there has been like 5 people this week?
haha. so coincidental right.
anyways. going off to japan soon.
alright maybe its one day later(:
tmr i'll have to wake up at like 1am(that'd be saturday).
cause i'm taking the 6am plane.
i know i've sent smses to most people but anyways.
dont sms or call me from saturday 28th all the way till 4th december kay.
cause im bringing my phone to japan and it'll be super expensive if y'all sms or call.
i'll try to remember to get presents(;
alright alright.
im going to say byebye cause you wont hear from me for one week plus.
and goodnight!(:
oh and i'm wearing my boots to japan!;D


vanessa - yeah it was super fun;D and that's your problem! me and rayy could see him very super clearly lorh!
rachel - lol! duh! its so omgod god god!;D i've been hoping to see him ever since idk when!(;
rebecca - haha;D yeah but im super jealous! i want too! the peixuan wants the sims 3! but not that badly(;

It's always good to see each other again.
Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 9:08 PM

Rebecca - Damn it! I want it! Yeah it's the thin version I saw too. Ahh rebecca nah yi hwee!>< I want want want too. ): nvm huh i'll get it soon!

I had super duper much fun today!(: Rachel and I went to Vanessa's house, reached about 9am. Played Wii till 11 plus then went out with nessa's mum.
Plaza Singapura was our first stop. Ate at Cafe Cartel, nessa's mum treat us.(:
Went to Miss Whatever shop and received my birthday present(: All right, early b'day present;D
All 3 of us got a ring, but different style.
Shopped around a bit.
Saw someone at Times bookshop.
We were looking at the Peace necklace nessa's mum was talking about and the books as well when I heard somebody say "Peixuan" It was a guy so I was like huh? then I turned around.
It was a hwachong guy I don't even know luh. No it was 2 guys. But anyway, the one that called me, I was staring at him thinking seriously, do I know you?
He was staring back and like trying to hide a smile before he walked away.
So I turned back and told rayy and nessa, then nessa went to check it out.
She pretended to look at a dictionary when she saw guess-who walk past.
Lol. Foo tze han. So weird! Like you saw me and instead it's your friend who i don't know who is it who call my name? And like how did your friend even know my name?
Seriously. And then they all went out of the store.
When we were going out of the store they were walking in again.
His friends were like looking at me. I was thinking seriously, I don't even know you.
And gave them the weird look.
Rayy and nessa were laughing like shit.
Me too;D
Headed to Bugis after that.
Nessa bought her Myuk wallet and I bought rayy hers too. She paid like 4 plus and I paid 20. Lol. Her christmas present(:
Ahh. Saw the vocalist of yishijie! He's like so damn tall! One head taller than everybody! He's like 190cm can. Duh. He's so easy to spot in a crowd. Lol.
Rachel and I were staring at him then after that I went, "Did you see who I saw?" I was like Omgod-god-god! Lol!
Anyway, took neos! First time with nessa;D
Went back to nessa's house;D
Played around a bit.
Then we talked.
About stuff.
Omggggg! Did I forget to mention, now I have Nakigahara in my phone!!!!;D ;D ;D
Loveyou lots lots rachel chay!!;D
all right. got home and didn't do any work today.
haha but at least i had fun;D
all right people night!(:

I'm going to do this for myself.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 7:12 PM

Rachel - Haha I haven't been bothering to check my tagboard. My sincerest apologies(; So are we going on thursday? I don't know too(:
Rebecca - And your blog is locked): Apparently I can't view now. Lol! Yeah it is(: Looking forward to my sims double deluxe! Purr-lease, sims 3 is 56.90! ): And it's so not my fault that I'm so not updated when nobody told me. Hopefully I remember to post you your letter(:

I'm kinda going crazy over quizzes. Reason? I'm going to be bored to death. Haven't completed all the holiday homework yet. But at least I finished the 2/3 English assignments. That is, except the summaries. And yes, the history essay(: Spent 2 hours or so in my mum's office sitting in front of the computer doing it. Did one page of the Geography worksheet too. Maths I'm almost done. Chinese haven't touched it. Eew. Seriously hate it. Reflections. Again. And the summary. Sucks. At least I started doing. Okay shall say byebye here(:

Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 12:54 PM

We all know your name. We all know your birthday, what color your eyes are, what your favorite food is. I’m not going to ask those dumb questions. Instead…

Any names your parents were thinking about that you would prefer?
i've never asked.

If you had to pick one outfit that you currently own to wear for the rest of your life, what would it consist of?
i would stink like hell. maybe my current outfit withmy yellow jacket.

What do you think is going to happen to you after you die?
nothing.

What TV show have you seen every episode of?
alot of shows?;D the listener!

What movie can you quote every line to?
none. sadly, im not like dean(:

What bands have you seen in concert?
i've never. so pathetic.

What bands would you like to see in concert?
my chemical romance! and the gazette!

If you had the money to retire anywhere in the world, where would you go?
japan don't accept immigrants.): so im going to say spain(:

Is there a piece of jewelry or something similar that if you lost, you would feel naked?
i dont know.

What is one thing [appearance-wise or other] you would change about yourself?
my mini brain. i want a brain like albert einstein!

One thing you would change about your best friend?
nothing. learn to accept people for who they are(:

Everyone remembers their first birthday party that involved friends. Describe yours.
when i was primary one. there were like 50 over people in my house. relatives, teachers, and super lots of friends and seniors.(i was in a school care you see. somemore i changed school that year.)

What do you think is the perfect age and why?
i have no idea. define perfect.

If you could go back in time and change your first kiss, would you?
havent had it.

How many times have you said “I love you” to someone of the opposite sex [romantically] and meant it?
none.

How many times have you said it and not meant it?
what part of none do you not understand?

Which member of your family has the biggest influence on your life?
uh. i don't think i can name any.

If you won a $1,000 shopping spree to one store, what store would you want it to be?
I'm going to step into Zara and buy all the super expensive stuff!

Which is your favorite comic book movie [The Hulk, Spiderman, Ironman, etc]?
idk.

What do you think this phrase means: “I am drearily bloodletting this bedwetting cosmonaut”?
apparently it means something. problem? i don't know what's the meaning.

If you could go back in time and relive one memory – relive it, not change it – what memory would it be?
around june when i was k2 till june in p1.

How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike?
i still don't know how to. i mean it. seriously. no kidding.

Who taught you?
read the above sentence again you retard who's as retarded as me.

When you go to the movies, do you like to get candy or popcorn?
i hate popcorn. and i dislike candy. i only get a drink.

Describe the first real party you ever went to [i.e. first party with alcohol].
wait till im of age.

If you’ve never been to one, explain why not.
im only 13 dude.

Did/do you like high school? Why or why not?
-NA.

Do you have ONE best friend, who stands out among all the others, that’s been there for you seemingly forever?
uh, maybe?

If not, do you prefer having just a group of good friends, or would you like to have that one best friend?
i don;t know.

Do you prefer the sound of electric, acoustic, or steel guitar?
electric rocks like hell.

Have you ever read the Bible – even just a little part of it?
no.

Have you ever read the Koran?
no.

What was the best pet you’ve ever had?
a fox i never owned.

Out of all the states you’ve visited/lived in, which is your favorite?
i live in Singapore and there's no other state.

Do you enjoy jigsaw puzzles?
no.

If you were allowed one murder without punishment, would you do it?
i don''t see the point.

Where do you keep your wallet when you’re out and about?
hold it in my hands. or maybe in my bag.

Have you ever seen a ghost?
no.

How about seen things happen that you think were caused by a ghost?
yeah;D

Did you have Beanie Babies as a kid?
what?

Did you have tag protectors for their tags, or did you just rip the tags off?
huh?

Do you prefer stripes or polka dots?
neither.

What’s the best Christmas present you ever received?
i dont know.

Which of your birthdays was the most memorable?
primary one.

Name one song you can play on an instrument – any instrument.
i can play Breathe on the guitar thanks to rebecca;D

Who taught you to play that song?
rebecca my really great one-day guitar teacher!

Out of all the teachers you’ve had, who had the biggest influence on you?
i have no idea. teachers aren't a big influence on me.

Have you ever ridden on a motorcycle?
no.

How about a moped?
what?

When you were little, what was your favorite Disney movie?
snow white.

What’s your favorite Disney movie now?
i don't know.

On the opposite sex, do you prefer muscles, average size, or scrawny bodies?
average.

What’s the best gift you’ve ever received from a significant other?
i really have one in mind. problem? i can't remember correctly whats the gift.

What’s your favorite kind of chips?
i don't really like them.

That you know of, do you have any famous ancestors?
no.

Did you ever beg your parents for a pony?
no.

Would you rather be blind or deaf?
blind.

Is there someone you’ve been enemies with since you were little, and it’s never changed despite growing up and becoming more mature?
no. i don't hate people as a rule. i just dislike them.

What laundry soap do you think smells the best?
idk.

Do you prefer Spongebob or Patrick?
neither.

If you’re currently dating someone, would you be ready to elope with them right now if they asked?
unfortunately im not dating anybody.

Who do you think is the hottest actor/actress in Hollywood right now?
im going to say jensen ackles! is he in hollywood?

Do you watch The Office?
uh?

If you don’t, have you at least seen one episode?
uh.

If you haven’t, are you aware that you should be brutally punished?
unfortunately no.

What’s the stupidest TV show on the air right now?
idk.

Have you ever written a song or a poem?
yeah.

If you have, have you ever written a song or a poem for someone?
yeah.

Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 9:15 PM

I SCREWED UP ___51___% OF MY LIFE.


[] Gotten detention.

[] Gotten your phone taken away in class.(i can't really rem)

[] Gotten caught cheating in a test

Total: 0

[] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.(eh, maybe?)

[GUILTY.] Didn’t do homework over 5 times

[] Turned at least 3 projects in late

[] Missed school cause you felt like it.

[] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total: 1

[] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.

[GUILTY.] Texted people during class.

[GUILTY.] Passed notes.

[GUILTY.] Threw stuff across the room.

[GUILTY.] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 5

[ ] Pulled Down The Fire Alarm.

[GUILTY.] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , etc. on the computer at school.

[GUILTY.] Took Pictures during school hours.

[GUILTY.] Called someone during School hours.

[GUILTY.] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc... (Please. It's allowed)

Total : 9

[] Threw something at the teacher

[] Went outside the classroom without permission.

[GUILTY.] Broke the dress code.

[GUILTY.] Failed a class test.

[GUILTY.] Ate food during class.

Total : 12

[GUILTY.(my mum got one. lol.)] Gotten a call from school.

[] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.

[GUILTY.] Didn’t take your stuff to school.

[] Gotten a detention and didn't go.

[GUILTY.] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.

Total : 15

[] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

[GUILTY.] Faked your parents signature

[] Slept in class. (No way.)

[] Cursed at a teacher to their face

[GUILTY.] Copied homework

Total: 17


MULTIPLY BY THREE= 51


1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
uh, i guess?

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Lee. Huh that's my own surname;D

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
my mind was blank.

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
my aunt just 2 hours ago.

5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
a book!

6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?
idk too.

7. What are you excited for?
my japan trip;D

8. What were you doing yesterday?
my history essay at my mum's office

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
sadly, i can't rem.

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
beehoon

11. Have a best friend?
guess so?

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
don't think so

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
why not?

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
i want to punch everybody when i'm in a bad mood

15. What time is it right this second?
12.29pm

16. What do you want right now?
my stomach cramp to stop. hurts. like hell.

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
rachel maybe?

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
single.

19. When was the last time you cried?
i don't remember

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
oh well, there are always times that are not so good.

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
i kinda have a trust issue, so yeah

22. How fast does your mind change?
lol, i'm seriously slow.

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Like?

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
no. my stomach hurts like hell.

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
cause they're freaking lazy

26. Tell me what's on your mind.
i want to finish this damn thing.

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
japan and japan and japan!

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
have i? maybe.

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
i have no idea.

30. When is your next road trip?
dont thin its happening

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
no

32. How's your heart?
beating steadily

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
yeah

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
nah-ah

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
nothing

36. When will your next kiss take place?
ask me thirty years later. but i'll tell you i forgot.

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
no

38. Who do you not get along with?
people who don't like me? and people i don't like?

39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
Dear all, we would like to invite you to CIty Square for BBQ@5pm@Sat 21st Nov@Pit No. 3. Pls bring your swimsuit if u like to swim. We've booked bowling from 4pm to 6pm. Pls reply if u can come as we need to prepare food. If u like to come early or offer some help, by all means! Rsvp. Thx.

40. What are you wearing right now?
white shirt with pink words and white shorts.

41. Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
define waste time. sit there and daydream? wait forever for that.

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
i never had one. i think.

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
as in unisex name or boy name and girl name? i'll take it as the second one. Jake, and Kaylen;D

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
my mind was blank, hence no feelings.

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
i just received a text. just that i want to get this over with so im not reading it.

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
i can't do it. seriously. there's no sound.):

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
watching red cliff 2. at home.(:

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
um. LPX?


49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
beatrice. although i practically dont talk to her.

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
i have no idea. but im sure it must be with claudia or rebecca.

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
if she walks out of mine life then its not a friend worth keeping, huh?

52. Last awkward moment?
i dont rem. must i say it? i have SHORT TERM MEMORY.

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
not as far as i know.

54. Do you have good vision?
if you take away the fact that im wearing spec of like 400 over degrees.

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
yeah

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
my sister maybe? when we were playing.

57. Are you Irish?
no

58. Do you use chap stick?
whats a chap stick?

59. Do you have any scars?
yeah. who doesn't fall? ><

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
forgive? there's nothing to forgive.

61.Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
sometimes

62. Name the last person to text you?
i dont know who the unread text is from so im going to name rachel as she's the last person to text me an sms i read.

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
why not?(:

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
yeah.

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
i sleep on all sides of my bed;D

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
maybe

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
ask me when and if i get married.

68. Do you fall for people easily?
no. compared to some other people, i would say no-o-o.

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
i think its a yes.

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
change is the only constant thing in our lives. so im going to say things may used to be better, but things that are gone from your life are not worth keeping. move on with life, idiots.

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
pretty often.

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
none. happy by leona lewis if you insist.

73. Want someone back in your life?
yeah. if you search one of my old posts i think you should be able to find it.;D

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
ask me tomorrow if my day us better than today.

75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
white. with pink words.

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
i wish. i'd buy thhat person a present;D

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
who doesn't lie? i'm guilty of lying too over here.(:

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
i. am. single. does anybody have any problems understanding?><

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
define happiness.

80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
yeah. i wish uruha would;D

It's never too hard, never too late.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 11:03 AM

I went to rachel's house yesterday;D
Had fun. Lotsa lotsa fun(:
Her maid cooks real good!
Both lunch and dinner was wonderful;D
Received my book!
But then I forgot to take the other one I borrowed from her previously.
Such a stupid idiot.
Having tuition later at 4.30.
Wonder how's it gonna be.
It'll be my first lesson after all(:
I think I want the sims 2 double deluxe.
The sims 3 only has one extension pack.
And it's slower. Huh.
Rachel apparently infected me with that very crazy family we came up with yesterday;D
And rachel, I'm still hitting off well with Jake, yes?;D
I wonder when I'm going to start doing my homework.
Maybe tmr. But then, that's always what I tell myself.
Discipline. I shall do it after all.
For now, I shall just play game(:

You never know just how much a person can change.
Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 8:32 PM

Wheesh. I'm back to complete my previous post.
Sakae Sushi was g-r-e-a-t.;D
I tried the salmon mantai(:
I think it's spelt like that.
Anyway, it melts in your mouth!
I mean it, it melts!(:
OKayokay.
As I was going to say, hopefully this coming Thursday we'll go watch 2012;D ;D
Rebecca and me have given the okay(:
Since rebecca's asking the rest of them, I shall just wait for the reply.
Haha, I'm such a lazy pig.(:
Ooh. Did I mention?
After I told rachel about the song Nakigahara being stuck in my head and replayed over and over, she went and listened to it.
And guess what? Now it's stuck in hers too!;D ;D ;D
Oh yes, and I wrote rebecca her very green letter(:
It's basically meaningless, crap, and very green.
It has bits of pink marker too, where I was trying to enlarge the font so I could write lesser.
Lol. I'm being lame. I know. The letter was lame too. My words, I mean.
I was blabbering nonsense. Lol
I'm dense I tell you.
I do live under a rock.
*quotes rebecca again*
I decided I wanted xiao jin teng's album too.
So my birthday present from y'all will probably a shopping spree in a CD shop;D
I seriously can't think of anything else I want.
I'm not that big a fan of bags.
Clothes- My mum's bringing me on a shopping spree as my birthday present.
Necklaces and all that, it's not that practical since I have few that can last me.
Apparently I prefer CDs;D
I just realized, xiao jin teng looks A BIT like a combination of Aoi and Uruha.
Seriously.
My sister is currently running a fever of 39.2):
But she's still so hyper.
You won't know she has fever unless you touch her.
She's like burning, zomg.
Out of sheer intolerable boredom, I went blog-hopping.
And I found my Primary 3[HIPS] classmates' blogs.
Everybody has seemingly changed so much.
Oh well.
Change is the only constant thing in our unpredictable lives.
Sometimes people change so much you never thought it was possible.

Under a stone.
@ 4:04 PM

I admit, I do live under a rock.
[*quotes rebecca*]
I am getting muddle-headed.><
Seriously.
Ahh, let's forget about that.
2 more days to my collecting my early Christmas present;D
Had a boring day.
The usual rotting at home.
I just never get around to do any homework.
Housework, yes, but not homework.
My aunt just called to ask me go Kovan meet her.
Go eat Sakae Sushi;D
Okayokay, shall come back and blog later.

It never hurts to try.
Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 11:51 PM

Yes, a fabulous and simple Gazette skin that works fine in both IE and FF(:
Wanted to use the Uruha banner at first, but decided I'll just use the group one for the time being.
My sister's birthday today, ate this really nice cookies and cream cake;D
Yet to put up any songs cause mixpod is working really slowly right now on my com.
So I shall save it for later(:
Ahh.
Rachel, promise that we'll buy my birthday present on the day that we go out.
I can't wait till my birthday.
I want it now.
NOW.
Yes.(:
And give me my book when I go over to visit you, probably on Monday!;D
Had a really weird dream.
Wish it was real(:
Did I forget to mention, I slept till 1.30pm today?
Haha, I know what a pig I am!(:
All right.
Let's work towards our ultimate goal.
When there is a will, there is a way.(:

Rebecca; I don't know. Maybe more CDs(: I can think of a gazillion more that I want;D
Rachel; Yes he rocks hell over;D He's so- cute!(:

The GazettE's DIM is everything I could ever ask for!
@ 3:48 PM

*Talks to myself:*
I'll tell you what.
Since my birthday is coming up,
I'm giving up my shopping spree.
Wait.
No.
I should put it this way.
I don't want the bag and the chain already.
I want the GazettE's latest album DIM!
It f-ing rocks hell man;D
I'm going out on Sunday to buy it.
I don't care, it's a done deal with myself;D