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Hello there, my real name is peixuan! I'm a really short girl. That's the reason why I have nickname called 'shawty'. I'm being loved by my fellow friends. Just like how I love the stunningly gorgeous people in this world, which includes my fam and friends. They are just so boomz. I love cookies too! And all sorts of nice stuff. I'm really a weird girl y'know? ♥
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The weight of the mask is getting intolerable.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 2:09 PM

So, I guess I'm back again. (:
Becca's back! :D :D
I seriously have to say something to her tour guide.
How can you give people only 2 hours to shop???
God, like seriously? -.-"
Ohohoh! I watched New Moon! :D :D
Jake is just so sweet!
I wonder wht would have happened if Edward never went to the Volturi.
But I guess the story always ends with a happy ending huh? (:
Oh. I suddenly remembered something weird.
This person, whoever it was, smsed me saying "Who are you?"
So I replied, "Uhmm, do I know you?"
The number was very not familiar.
Then whoever that person was answered, "Yes. I love you."
I mean like, seriously?
You ask me who I am and then you say I know you?
Alright, maybe I do know you, but I don't have your number anyways.
And when I asked who he/she was, there was no reply.
*shrugs*
Weird.
I'm proud to announce that I completed quite a fair bit of HOMEWORK. :D
Cedar just gives so much homework. ><
I made a checklist, and there's like 15 hw assignments in total.
I'm left with the 2 bao zhang bao dao ping shu, the summary of san guo yan yi, and the english advertising worksheet in which I have no idea how to do.
Huh. I'm going to try and finish the 2 bao zhang bao dao ping shu today. (:
Oh-kay. I guess I'll stop here? (:
Oh and diaz, I told you alvin and the chipmunks 2 were cuute! :D :D

rachel - well, most people wished me through facebook or sms. (:
rebecca - haha:D and we've yet to fix a date!! D:

One more strike off the wishlist.
Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 2:43 PM

Haven't posted for one week or so. (:
I shall just blog about wht happened on my birthday and 24th. :D

22nd December:
I'M LIKE FINALLY 13. (: When the whole world has already had their birthday. ><
Once again, a BIGBIG thank you! to all the lovely people who wished me happy birthday. :D :D
So, went out with my family.
Headed to Central for lunch. [My favourite traditional Japanese restaurant :D]
After that went to catch a movie.
We watched Feng Yun II.
I found it okayokay luh, cause it was like the story plot was damn vague can.
But still, the graphics made it nicer. (:
Walked around a bit, then went home.
The best part of my birthday was, of course, the present from my sister. ;D ;D
She got me ADAM LAMBERT'S♥ album, For Your Entertainment! :D :D

Yesterday(24th December) :
My godbrother's birthday. :D
His family plus my family went to dinner cause he didn't have a birthday party this year.
Ate at this Famous Crab Restaurant at Marina South Pier.
The food was fabulous. (:
Especially the prawn and black pepper crab! :D
The bill was like $330 plus luh.
Omgodgod right!
Cause we spend so much at their restaurant, they gave us free dessert, mango saga! :D
Then also got $80 voucher that can be spent in our next visit.
And also a free CD. Lol.
So weird right. Cause they couldn't give discount so gave free CD.
It was chai chun jia's latest album.
After dinner, went to my godbrother's house.
Gave him his present, a super duper huge Mickey Mouse.
It was like half of me when it was standing can!
Gave his sister her present too. (:
Me and my sister got presents too! :D
Played around.
Went home at 11.45pm.
Reached home already then watch TV.
Haha(: Watch until 3am. Lol.
Then sent Merry Christmas smses to a lot of people. :D


That's about it. Oh, and I still haven't completed my homework. D:
Only finished geog, history, chinese halfway through, maths 3/4 completed, science halfway through, english almost done. D:
Have to seriously finish it. (:

yixuan: hello-o-o! :D thank yous! for the tag uh (;
rachel: Lol. Speaking of which, how can you forget to mail it? >< Seriously. I'm still waiting for it to arrive. (: And YEAPYEAH, find DIM and give it to me! :D Haha, if not actually you can just get me anything from my wishlist. (; Like mcr's album, or the sims double deluxe :D

I won't let you down.
Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 1:54 PM

Yesterday, went to Vanessa's house. (:
Met Rachel at serangoon MRT with my sister.
We played Monopoly at first.
But nobody really wanted to play.
So we went to play Wii Fit instead. (:
Then nessa's mum came back with chicken rice so we went to ate lunch. (:
Drank Green Tea;D
Ate cookies they baked themselves too, and lotsa lotsa strawberries. ;D
Super full, so waited for a while before drinking Strawberry milk!
Super nice. :D
Then played dai di.
And then after that Vanessa suggested asshole[?] dai di.
Lol. You can read about it in Rachel's blog too. (:
So after that I suggested Truth or Dare. (:
Obviously everybody took advantage and asked questions. ><
So then Vanessa suddenly asked me and Rachel to try playing the Lu Xiao Yu third hand on piano cause she couldn't possibly have 3 hands. Right?
So then thereafter Vanessa wanted to play the third hand so she taught me how to play.
Must memorize derh leh, cause she never follow the book one for the middle part.
She used another version, so yeah.
Anyway, Vanessa and my sister went to Maple and started playing.
So me and Rachel were left to practice Lu Xiao Yu and entertain ourselves.
Then we ended up doing questionnaires each of us created.
Uhmm, it was thanks to my stupid suggestion out of insufferable boredom, I think. ><
So then we talked a bit, and then took these crazy and unglam pictures I'm willing to bet Vanessa will post on Facebook. -.-"
And then I didn't post Leyin's letter. D:
Sorrysorry uh.
Then Rachel's father came and gave me and my sis a lift home. (:
Reached home, and used com for a while.
Then watched a couple of shows.
Slept around 2 am. (:
Basically just using the com and maybe doing some hw today.
And household chores as well. D:
Have to bring my sister to Compass Point later.

Ahh, I want Adam Lambert's album For Your Entertainment so badly!
I listened yto the whole album on Youtube.
God, he's FABULOUS! :D :D :D
I love Broken Open, Whataya want from me and Sleepwalker especially. XD
In two days Rebecca will be flying off and Claudia will be coming back. (:
I'm reconsidering if I should go to Orchard The Heeren with Rachel on Monday after all.
I seriously want my DIM! (;
Anyway, that's all for now. :D

shufang - heys :D seriously haven't seen you in so long so long. D: like 5 years? ):

Often there's no explanation given.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 3:17 PM

Decided to put up the traffic live feed. (:
It's better than a traffic counter huh.
Going to change the music player later.
Maybe. (;
Going to nessa's house tmr.
I have to babysit my sister, so she's going too.
Possibly meeting rayy at serangoon interchange.
Not sure yet leh.
Anyway, yesterday was LEYIN's birthday. ;D
I should have posted a happy birthday post to her, yeah?
But I wished her happy birthday still. ;D
Managed to get her url again. (:
Linked through her blog to joelle's.
Like wht joey said, she really changed a lot.
Oh well, circumstances change, people change, huh?
I'm like suddenly into old songs. (;
So when I change my music player I'll be changing songs too. ;D
I really should get down to writing the letter. (:
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I never lost contact with those once-good friends.
But I guess over time, most friendships just can't last huh?
But there's always those that can last after all. (:

rebecca - haha won't derh larh(; wait till you and diaz come back then we go. (:
rachel - yeah you do>< sometimes i wonder if thats the job of your life huh? -.-"
leyin - okay;D and yeapyeah, i'm going to write that letter now. immediately. in case later i forget. :P you rem to send also uh! ;D

People die, and we just move on.
Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 8:26 PM

Watched my sister's keeper yesterday.
It was okay-okay only larh.
I'm planning to cook ramen tmr for lunch! (:
Wonder how it'll turn out like leh. ;D
Claudia's overseas! ):
So it's like she can't go on tues.
But then if wait till she's back, rebecca have to fly lerh. ><
But still, waiting for zen to confirm leh.
She say her mum suddenly say wanna bring her out...
So the date's confirmed but waiting to see if she can go.
If cannot then will have to wait till becca's back i guess.
But then claudia should be able to go. (:
My grandparents are here now. (:
They came to pass the Japan photos back, I think.
In case I forgot to mention, they went with us. ;D
Played daidi today, my dad mum sister and me. (;
Originally we agreed 50 rounds.
But then my sister got ballet so we only managed to play 32 rounds.
Currently my mum is winning. ><
I'm second and trying very hard to overtake her. (:
Oh well, sure looking forward to tues and thurs. (:
Although tues haven't confirm yet, but still...
You get the point. (:

rachel - okay alright whatever! I swear, you have an uncanny ability to piss me off! Grr. It's a wonder you're still alive. >< *bares my fangs, sorry, teeth at you*
zenly - lol! yeapyeah it is black and I bet rachel's so jealous of it. (;

Sometimes reality forces circumstances.
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 7:32 PM

Saw khaiwen at kovan today. (:
Technically she saw me but you get my point.
She was with her dad i think.
Got this free toblerone small chocolates cause they were giving out at cold storage.
There was this 'santa claus' and 2 ang morh twins.
Lol. They looked super alike!
If you buy 2 toblerone packs, you know the fat triangular one that contains many small ones inside, that costs $7.10 each, you get to lucky draw! (:
My mum bought 2 and asked me to draw.
Got a $10 Takashimaya voucher.
My sister drew too, on our third time to cold storage. ><
She got a coffee bean card with $5 balance inside. (:
I was looking at the magazine section when my sister was lucky-drawing.
The twins were giving out the chocs again.
They walked past me and one of them went, "Do you want some more?"
Then I was like lol no thank you. :D
Because of the release of new moon, robert pattinson and/or kristen stewart are on 3 mag covers.
I wanna go watch. ):
I wanna watch christmas carol, alvin the chipmunks 2 and the princess and the frog as well. ):
Oh and rachel, my hair is naturally brown too. >< Most people's hair are if you look closely. It's just not the shade of brown I would like it to be. (:
And I think my music player is not working, right?
Now I have to change the music player cause youtube put this ban or something to not allow mixpod to stream audio without being bale to watch the video.
So I have to change it to some hideous, big, in-the-way music player that plays the video. Baka.
Oh! I'm suddenly reminded of my friend's birthday which is on 15th.
I should make her a card tmr and send it on monday. (:

claudia - thank yous. ;D
rebecca - idk. you can ask if you want.. (:

All this time I was wasting time.
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 1:53 PM

Finally.
I'm proud to say that I started on my maths homework! (:
OOH! I tried eating this Nasi lemak sushi sold at City Square mall.
It was yummylicious. ;D
It's 6 for $4. Tasted super good!
I'm at my xiaoyi's house now. (:
Playing Wii.
But I'm waiting to see who lose so I can take over. (;
I'm going swimming later.
So let's say byebye. (:
And Claudiatay is M.I.A! ><
She never reply derh. ):
I'm gonna call Khaiwen later and ask her. (:
Going to nessa's house on 17th.
And supposedly going out with becca zen diaz and khaiz on 15. (:
December is always interesting.
Exception : Homework. ><

lingxuan - yeapyeah tagged already. (:
rachel - as i said idk if its the mobile version or not. and no i don't like to eat most sweets. (: and duh, obviously i have a hand. ><

Move forward with purpose.
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 5:22 PM

I read a very interesting paragraph in Sherrilyn Kenyon's 'Dream Chaser'.
But it's pretty long and since my sister wants to use the computer, I shall type it out next time. (:
Cooked lunch as usual.
Cabbage and luncheon meat.
It sounds so easy right.
But I burnt the first batch of my luncheon meat. :P
Such a failure. But thank goodness the 2nd and 3rd batch were alright. (:
Did the research on the information needed for geog holiday hw. (:
For the first time in my life, I went to watch the 2008 National Day Rally Speech given by PM Lee.
It wasn't that boring. (;
Played Monopoly with my father and sister.
My father won with at least over $100,000. ><
Okayokay, I should get going and go bathe cause my sister wants to use.
Ooh, we made a date to go out shopping, watch movie and have lunch together someday. ;D
Without our parents, obviously.
Alright, byebye for now. (:

rachel - yeapyeah relinked! (:
rebecca - guess so but i don't know if the free games are on the phone or can be downloaded into the computer leh. (: oh and can change the date to 15th instead?

I'm so tired of crying over you.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 6:15 PM

My sister got a new phone! (:
LG JOY GM 730.
Now she can access facebook and msn using her phone.
And she gets 3 free games.
Maybe if lucky will get sims 3. (:
Can't choose derh so can only hope lorh.
I cooked claypot rice today. (:
Not like the real one luh, duh. ><
Flipped through a cook book to see what was interesting.
After all, I have to cook for one whole month.
So I figured I needed to think up a lot of things to cook. ):
Maybe I can try sushi! ;D
But it'll be tough cause of the preparation time.
Will need super long. ):
And why is everybody not replying me?
Ugh.
IS 17th FINE FOR Y'ALL?
Cause becca's flying on 20th.
Looks like I'll have to call again huh?
These people. Tsktsk.
I shall be kind and let my sister have her turn on the com. (:

rachel - last one to know i'm back, i guess? (: yeah that was you using your hands only, you lazy pig! ;D I was really jogging for the whole of 10 minutes while you two played the piano kay! (:



A quiz I got off from claudia lee's blog. (:

1. Are you single or attached?
Single.

2. Do you have a person you like?
Yeah, I like everybody that likes me! (;

3. What is the name of the person you are in love with?
NA. I do like people. And maybe I do love them. But sadly, I'm not IN love with them. ;D

4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who would you save first?
Uh, problem? I CAN'T SWIM!

5. Have you ever hugged someone before?
Yeapyeah! Of course!

6. Do you love your parents?
Yeapyeah. Exception: When they scold me and seriously piss me off. ;D

7. Will you hug the one you love?
The ONE I love? I'M NOT IN LOVE DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

8. Are you willing to do anything for the one you love?
If I'm in love, then most likely. NOT. Like hello? Anything? I'm not that foolish. (;

9.Are you jealous now?
Uhm, should I be??

10. Who was the last preson who smsed you?
My dear sister. ;D

11.Who is in your clique?
Uhm. Uhm. I guess becca diaz zen and khaiz?

12.Do you want babies in the future?
Depends. Preferably yes. I want a boy. (; Baby boys are so cute!

13.Do you prefer McDonalds, KFC, LongJohnSilver or Burger King?
100% KFC.

14.Do you sniff glue?
Uhm no??? ><

15. Do you smoke?
No way!

16.If the person you love is a 2-timer, what would you do?
I would just walk away I guess. People like that aren't worth your love. Cause they don't really love you, do they? From personal observation, I would say no.

17.Which cca are you now in?
Handbell. (:

18. If you are rich, what would you do?
Buy a hundred million things that I've been wanting to. (:

19. If the person you love, held your hand, what would you do?
Point: I don't have one. But since it's an if, I would.. Wait, am I supposed to have some big reaction? Cause I can't think of one. (:

20. If the one you love reject you, what will you do?
Uhm, I don't know. Cry? Scream? Or maybe go shopping? (:

21. What is your favourite cartoon character?
Ooh! TWEETY BIRD! ;D It's a leftover childhood thing. (;

22. Friendship or love?
Obviously friendship. Love is an illusion. There's always a problem gone wrong.

23. Cookie monster or Elmo?
ELMO! ^^

24. Do you use laptop or computer?
Laptop. Computers don't exist in my house. Alright they do but they don't survive. They always end up spoilt.

25. Do you like lollipops?
No. As a basic rule, I don't like most sweets. Not all though.

26. Do you have a diary?
Nope.

27. There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what will you do?
Uhm, number one, I don't think there'll ever be one. Number two, even if by some miracle there is one, if there's such a sweet guy I wouldn't be rejecting him. Right?

28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
I don't have one. But anyway, depends lorh. If he's so egoistical or whatever's the word, what's worth not breaking?

29. Are you blur?
Very. (:

30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
Ahh, that's an interesting one. Hmm. I was thinking of brown. You know, that shade of brown that's super popular in japan now. (:

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your msn?
Rachel. (:

32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
Lol. I don't know. A lot? Not like really beat them up but yeah. (:

33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do?
Break larh. Duh??

34. Tag 10 people to do this quiz
1. Rachel.
2. Vanessa.
3. Rebecca.
4. Claudia.
5. Yixuan.
6. Jolynn.
7. Whoever's
8. Interested
9. In
10. Doing. (:

The first try is not always unsuccessful.
Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 5:52 PM

They say it never hurts to try.
Oh well, I would say that's right!
I cooked lunch for me and my sister today.
And for the first time, I tried cooking salmon. ;D
Yes, that super delicious salmon labeled under Japanese food!
And guess what, my sister gave me an A!(;
My mum said it was nice too.
I would say it's nice except that I'll say everything I cook is nice cause I cooked it.
Haha;D
Anyway, played this cai hong zuo wen that my sister asked me to play with her.
Some of the words I also don't know how to read can.
Then I ask my father he was also like I not sure leh.
Lol. So obviously my sister didn't know how to read a lot of them. (:
Ahh. Bad news?
I have to cook for this whole month.
Good news?
My mum bought me the Japanese rice to cook!(;
It was a deal cause the rice was exp and she didn't want to buy at first.
So I was like okay okay, I'll cook for ling(my sis) and me this whole month if you buy.
So she bought(:
Heard the class gathering wasn't that fun after all.
Definitely that way.
Since nessa said the only interesting things were playing daidi which is definitely interesting and watching rayy and wp stuff themselves with fishballs. Lol!
I'm supposed to stop lazing around and do homework tmr.
According to me. Hopefully I'll do it tmr after all huh?

rachel - yeah uniqlo rocks!): i'm still thinking of that unbought shirt. D: and no its supposed to be the last one in 11 years. thats why its called the candlelight reflections finale. to think i missed it. humph!
khaiwen - haha;D got you a present anyway(: i got a new bag cause my bag spoil lerh marh. oh and my birthday you going? maybe 17? cause becca's flying on 20 and shes not free on 19 and 18 y'all got training is it?
rebecca - lol! wait till the peixuan's birthday(; and you all should really cook for me instead of i cook for you all huh. ;D
nessa - haha;D cause you don't visit my blog as often. (: anyways i wanna go your house and play your wii fit! the jogging was super hilarious larh(; and i wanna challenge you and rayy to daidi;D

Back from Japan
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 5:27 PM

Hello world, I'm back from J-A-P-A-N! ;D
It was fab, except for some parts.
Like how I missed the candlelight reflections finale. ):
This time the tour group was made up of 9 children. (I mean below 18)
NINE. Everytime I go overseas the tour group don't have so many children derh larh.
I'm included in the nine(:
Anyway, got to play with the small kids. ;D
They were super duper cute!
Disneyland and disneysea were fun.
Esp the rollercoasters part. They were fantastic kay. (;
Hmm. SHOPPING. Yes!
What I got:
-A white jacket from GAP! (:
-A tote bag from GAP! (:
-A yellow umbrella! ;D
-A new school bag!
-Presents for people. Which I had to use my own money. ):
-A Disney souvenir with pretty multi-coloured lighting.
-Some food stuff.
The ramen was damn good, the soba too! Just love japanese food(;
Their stuff is expensive however. ): From their food to things, they're all SO EXP.
Except for the branded goods, aka 'ming pai huo' which they sell it real cheap for certain brands.
Got exposed to another brand Uniqlo. Thanks to a sec 4 girl Elizabeth. (: She's super friendly and at first I thought she was like sec 2 or 3 only. ;D
Wanted a pink long-sleeved shirt from Uniqlo but my mum kept saying it wasn't nice and didn't allow me to buy. ):
And there was a pair of skinnies from GAP which I wanted real bad too. ):
It was a very pretty shade of grey. (:
I tried on Size 1, yeah I know unbelievable right, and it was just a little too tight. So I asked the sales person(who could speak English and was super helpful hence) if there was size 2.
They said they ran out of stock for size 2 already. ):
And my mum didn't wanna get me the size one cause she says its too tight. ):
Missing class gathering cause I'm in Japan is definitely worth it. (;
Japan is 110% worth going! ;D
Now I feel like going to shop for a top in Cotton On.
But I bet it certainly can't compare to Uniqlo. ):
Oh yeah, I watched 3 movies on the return flight to Spore.
Lol.
1.Angus, thongs and perfect snogging.
2.The Hangover.
3.The Proposal.
I watched a bit of the movie Fighting as well but the plot was really slow plus it was already like 11 plus Spore time so I slept while listening to Colbie Caillat's latest album. (:
And the airplane food was good! (:
For *ahem. thinking of...*people who have something against airplane food, they don't suck kay. The fish I had was fan-tastic. ;D
Speaking of which, I haven't had my dinner and its 7.18pm already.
Guess I'll probably have it 8 or 9 plus. ):
Okays, byebye for now! (:

rebecca - yes its super nice! thats why i put it as my blog song marh;D
rachel - just did larh. lol. and you. why never reply my sms! >< humph.