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Hello there, my real name is peixuan! I'm a really short girl. That's the reason why I have nickname called 'shawty'. I'm being loved by my fellow friends. Just like how I love the stunningly gorgeous people in this world, which includes my fam and friends. They are just so boomz. I love cookies too! And all sorts of nice stuff. I'm really a weird girl y'know? ♥
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Human beings are never simple
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 5:50 PM

Shit me I ACHIEVED my goal!;D
All minimum B3 for EOYs!
Obtained 5As and 2Bs.
So jealous of Rachel Chay!
She obtained all As! Huh!
EOY results:

English: A1; 76.3
Chinese: A2; 73.5
Maths: B3; 68
Science: A1; 80
Geography: A2; 70
History: A1; 98
Literature: B3; 66 [our class highest was only 68 larh, zomgg.]

Set my targets for next year already; and now I can do this.
Minimum of B3 for all subjects EYO.
;D ;D ;D
Thats the good news.
Bad news?
My overall sucks man.
Cause my common tests results pull me down a lot.
Still, I'm going to give it my best next year(:
At least I'm one step nearer to you now.

It's never easy to say goodbye. It's always easier to simply walk away.
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 10:46 PM

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Had inter-class games today(:
And ACC as well; where WeiQi Estella and other people from 1P came in and teach us how to fold a flower, a sumo and a heart w/ wings. It was pretty fun;D
Ugh. Getting back results tmr.

Seriously hope my results aren't that bad.
After all, I really studied this time round.
Unlike in primary school;D
Aiming for all at least B3. That's my lowest goal that I set for myself.
If I don't reach it, I promise myself to work doubly hard next year.
Wish me luck. Super scared of tmr.
And there's mass hip hop dance tmr too.
And we're going Bugis to celebrate Khaiwen's birthday.
There goes my half a week allowance.
And plus neos which we are most likely taking and plus lunch.
Oh well, it's practically almost all.
But it's a celebration(:
Anyway, shall go sleep now instead of worrying about my results.
Goodnight;D

Never hard to forget what's insignificant.
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 7:48 PM

Spent the whole day lazing around;D
Watched Death Note on Friday until 2am in the morning;D
Kenichi Matsuyama is just so cute. ;D ;D ;D
Slept around 2 plus in the morning again yesterday cause I was playing Icy Tower.
Huh, see Rachel, another con of playing games. *sniffs*
I just realized that results are announced on Tuesday instead of Monday.
Tomorrow we are having Inter-class Games. Huh.
Hope my results not that bad uh, although I know I flunked Maths for sure.
Oh well.
Shall go back to Icy Tower;D

Claudia - Haha, your glare's not working;D
Rebecca - Show it to you in school tmr(: its cute and the ink is fab;D only that i went to buy the 0.5 for the pink one instead><
Rachel - Okayokay, and remember my book the next time I see you!;D Heard all about nessa's threat that made you agree to go to the class gathering XD

Million years from now you know I'll be loving you still.
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 8:06 PM

Ahh. Didn't go to school today.):
Missed the fun apparently.
Missed handbell as well, and heard from Rebecca that Mrs Aw frowned very deeply when she heard I was absent.
Rebecca says it's cause she thinks that Mrs Aw thinks absent=sick and sick does not=dont go school, which=dont go handbell.
Obviously I can't do anything about it.
And thus, I'm not in for open house group!;D
I'm not going to be in Singapore anyway.
Only weiqi got in, heard from Rebecca.
Jiaxin and Sarah P. didn't cause they said they were too tired and went home first.
Oh well, I don't even think they wanna get in;D
Had quite some work done though(:
Rachel commented quite a fair bit and seriously, she's such a great encourager and advicer;D
Shall continue to work on it tmr, probably doing Jake.
Seriously, Rachel, you're supposed to prefer Kaylen.
But since you like Jake so much...(:
Ahh, shall stop blogging;D

Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 11:33 PM

Gosh, today was highly productive!

Had two talks in school; cyber-wellness and sexuality talk.
The cyber-wellness talk guy[aka the police officer] was pretty nice. Got to list a singer cause I'm sitting in front. So I said Jay Chou cause he didn't want Michael Jackson;D Jay Chou became the $2.50 guy afterwards;D
I don't get why we had one when we've already had so many. You know, during SEL lessons as well as those talks we had previously. But anyway, the speakers were blaring so loudly I had to cover my ears. And still it was too loud. But the skit was pretty entertaining;D

Went straightaway to Bugis to meet a very patient girl aka Rachel who thinks that impatience is a virtue. I'm telling you again Rachel Chay, PATIENCE is a virtue, IMPATIENCE is not!
Anyway, had lunch at Yoshinoya and talked. Like duh. Saw her taking her cough medicine which was pink. So much of pink.>< Went window-shopping around!

Purchased three new type/series of pens that costed me $2.25 each. Ugh. But the ink was so nice and the pen was so cute and small and well... Apparently I couldn't resist buying it. Looking on the bright side, I didn't buy all of the colours;D

Went to take neos:D Took twice and then cause we didn't have money already so we didn't go and totally deplete our money by taking a third time. My eyes turned out so black like it always does. Makes me look like when somebody is being possesed by a demon in Supernatural(; Not that totally black but yeah, point conveyed. I bet the next time we go to Bugis we're going to take again. Like duh-uh-uh-uh?;D
It happens every single time I'm at Bugis.

Headed to the library, borrowed couple of books and then my mum called. She happened to be on her way home so fetched me and gave Rachel a lift to Hougang Mall. Cause she wanted to borrow a specific book[sounds interesting] that was located at Hougang Mall. Seriously? I've just realized that I seem to like to use the word 'seriously':D

Reached home and lazed around:DD Finished reading two books, did I forget to mention, Rebecca lent me the all-awesome vampire diaries?;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Seriously. It's nice. Twilight-y in a way. But the book characters are different from the serial. In the show Elena has a brother who's like I don't know, maybe 16? In the book she has a younger sister that's 4 years old. Juxtaposition:D

Decided to post around 11.30 plus, so here I am. I have 9 more minutes before 12 midnight to click post(; Oh well, I shall click it soon. Cause it sucks to have cramps and I feel like lying down. Ugh. Suck like hell. Don't think I'm going to school tmr. My mum said she'll write me a letter. Seriously. It's horribly terribly paralysing.

Rebecca - No, loaner is better! Lender sounds weird!
Rachel - Uh, I believe I'm a little lost here...

Like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 4:55 PM

Zomg, today was productive! 82% of fun achieved;D
Went singapore discovery centre with becca. Yeah, I know, we're such freaks right, cause we go to discovery centre instead of shoppping;D
And at such a dilapidated and un-populated place. Seriously, it's like at Jurong west-west-west, further than Jurong west luh, quote from becca's super nice mum(:

Spent $10 on a ticket to the 4D XD Theatre in which the show lasted for 5 minutes but was the fun-nest part of our trip:DD The show was The Haunted Mine, and we were like on a roller coaster:DDDD

Second most fun part was the war game! Zomggg, it was super fun! We played 3 times in total luh, each game duration 7minutes 35seconds:D There was like one commander, one in charge of air defences, one sea and one land. I took the air one in all 3 games;D becca changed from land to commander in second round. Third round was the best cause two angmorhs joined us and took the sea and land one;D And we worked as a team, and ta-da, got our names on the high score list! becca and me are super happy cause we achieved 100% targets destroyed (for her its actually 100% commands sent are correct:D) for the last round;DD

Third most fun was the shooting part. We got one complimentary shoot at the army museum in which we braved the blazing sun to walk there. It was so sunny I could barely keep my eyes open.><

Headed over to Bugis for lunch at Yoshinoya, talked and kinda gossiped about people(; The train was so damn bloody long. It took us like what, 45 minutes to go to Bugis? Went shopping, and becca bought The Vampire Diaries!:D Which means that I get to read them! I know I know, yes I watch the show, but it's different kay. Went to muji, cotton on, diva et cetera, and then went home.

Have a date with rachel tmr at Iluma;D And I'm so going to drag her to the arcade in which she has never been to. Or maybe only once? Seriously. She didn't even know what's Iluma or Ion Orchard. Rachel, like I said, you're too NOT updated. Lol. Iluma is so much nicer than Bugis cause it's not as crowded:D But then Bugis got neos luh, duh.

There's a class gathering [6R7] on 30th November but apparently, I'm not going to be able to make it. Oh well, just too bad:D I'm going to Japan, so who cares?;DDDD

Man, is this my longest post ever. Still, I've got all the time in the world;D Next planned and expected outing is on 2nd November, to the michael jackson this is it movie! Woohoo;D But then again, there's My Sister's Keeper and also the 2012 too. Huh. See first, maybe end up also not going to watch. Movies are the best invention ever. Along with television serials. And books:DD

Off to read the latest house of night book that just came out, Tempted, which becca passed to me just now;D oh well, she's my book loaner;D Loaner does sound nicer than lender becca!

Claudia - Re-linked(:

Lies hurt; but people still do it
Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 11:34 PM

The truth will always be revealed, isn't that how the world works?
No matter how many lies, how many safety precautions, how many steps you've taken, all the lies will cease to matter.
Because the truth always wins, and people always get hurt.
Then why lie in the first place?
Cause that's how the world works.
That's how people survive.
They just have to do things that they know will hurt people, so they lie.
And when the truth is discovered, the lies are exposed, it hurts even more.
Conclusion?
The truth always hurt. Always.

Nobody knows it but me
@ 2:40 PM

(Wish I told her how I feel,
Maybe she'd be here right now
but instead...)

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me (yeah)

Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me (well, well)

How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

Ohhhhhhh yeah

Tomorrow morning, I'm a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you, where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna load my heart and hope you come back to me

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

Rachel - Dead? As far as I'm aware, you're still breathing(:

Joy of after-exams period
Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 11:35 AM

I'm back to revive my blog:D

Exams are like finally over, and I think I screwed up. But in any case I did try my best so forget it(:

Went Vivo City yesterday with Rebecca, Claudia and Yixuan:D Watched (500) Days of summer, not bad luh. Bought this 4-people necklace, the design is like paper clips and each of them have the words best, best, friends and forever, on a metal piece. There were 2 green ones, which me and Rebecca took, Claudia took the pink one and Yixuan took the yellow one. Bought from Diva:D

Bought nessa's present too, like finally after 2 months her birthday passed. I'm going to see her in December probably, when me and Rachel are going over her house:D Rebecca bought her 2010 organizer too.(:

I'm going to be hooked on tv series frim now on because I'm going to keep watching and watching and watching:DDD Supernatural, The Vampire Diaries, Eastwick, Ghost Whisperer, Drop Dead Diva, True Blood, The Mentalist and every others I can think of!;D

Having a sudden craving for iced lemon tea, huh. Shall go and drink, and watch drop dead diva:D

Kl - Lol. I have to go past there everyday too:D But there got Popular marh.
Rebecca - Haha;D After so long huh! Or maybe we can go Vivo. Again. Lol. Nonono, I know, orchard ion!;D

Exams; worst invention
Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 5:30 PM

Shan't post much these days because it's exam period, as everybody knows. Had English Paper today, think I screwed up the summary and composition and situational writing which is almost everything. There goes my A2! Tomorrow is Chinese, the all-hated subject. Ugh. Zenly actually got 5A1! So jealous! I got A1 for history, A2 for geography, B3 for chinese, literature, maths and science and a B4 for english. So depressing! Anyway I'm going to have english tuition with zenly starting November, so hopefully I'll be as smart as her in english next year:D I suck totally at language. Heard something weird today. Anyways, going to becca's house on monday for lit study session, hopefully it's productive! Shall stop blogging!