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I'm weird ♥ Hello there, my real name is peixuan! I'm a really short girl. That's the reason why I have nickname called 'shawty'. I'm being loved by my fellow friends. Just like how I love the stunningly gorgeous people in this world, which includes my fam and friends. They are just so boomz. I love cookies too! And all sorts of nice stuff. I'm really a weird girl y'know? ♥
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Hello bloggerrr!
I'm finally back to typing and more typing after 2 months of tumblr only.
Hmm happy new yearrr! <3
I made a few new year resolutions this year.
I'm gonna try to keep to them!
I can't believe its already 2011.
2010 flew by so quickly!
I'll miss Cedar and the boomzly crazy/awesome people there :(
I'll always remember wearing that blue blouse, grey skirt and that cute tie!

Oh my glitter. That's my new phrase :)
And puck you is my new favourite word.
So, exams are over, results are out, and I have 3 more days left at Cedar!
Just 3. Boy, am I going to miss Cedar :(
But I'm excited to start my new life at VJ too hehehe.
I've been spamming tumblr non-stop to make up for the one month that I didn't access tumblr because of end of year papers.
Sorry if I'm spamming your tumblr dashboard!
I'm contemplating whether to start this confession challenge on tumblr.
Okay actually I already know I'm going to do it later.
I think it's really cool.
I still have farewell cards to rush out!
And there's gonna be a little something for 2A on thursday :)
I want my haagen daazs still.
I want it so badly.
BUT.
I want my california pre order edition of MCR's album!
Aijeiwhfjknasmvnakrjfierjgkkgknsknvfjkawgkwjjfk.
Don't ask me why I'm not buying it.
Don't you dare ask me.
It costs 69.99.
And I have 6.99. Only. Okay maybe more.
But not that much.
Oh my glitter.
To whoever out there, I WANT IT SO BADLY.

w/glitter,
peiz.

Hey blog!
I'm back.
After ditching you for so long for tumblr.
I'm sorry!
I still love you a lot, don't worry :)
So, I'm off to vj next year.
I thought about it real hard yesterday.
I wanna try something new, I really want to.
I know I'm giving up all the lovely people in cedar but I guessed its gonna be worth it.
And handbell.
I'm gonna miss it like hell.
But I hope vj's worth it. :)
Alrighty.
So. I banned myself from tv, com, storybooks and stoning today morning in an effort to motivate myself to study science, taking into consideration the fact that I'm really behind schedule.
Did I mention?
Yeah, I'm seriously lagging behind my schedule.
I. Need. To. Study.
I totally wrote that on my knee.
Don't ask me why. I don't know!
Why am I even blogging?
I need to study.
Rahhrrrr. I think I've become a nerd/studyholic.
I'm like stressing myself out.
Well, it's certainly a first that I'm studying so early in advance and so hard. ):
But studying's actually pretty fun :)
Without separation techniques in it.
RAHHRRR I SPENT LIKE 4 HOURS ON IT.
Okay actually only about 2 cause I was half talking to cher.
Hehehe.
Okay I'm gonna study. SERIOUS.
Until then :)

HEY WORLD.
I'M WRITING A GOODBYE NOTE.
I HAVE DECIDED TO SOLVE ALL MY HEARTBREAKS ONCE AND FOR ALL.

TO GWY, I LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I'M NOT YOUR NUMBER ONE.
REMEMBER TO THINK OF ME EVERYDAY STILL.

TO POLLY, I LOVE YOU TTM TOO.
I'M SORRY I HURT YOU.
I NEVER MEANT FOR IT TO BE THAT WAY.

TO ALL DEAREST FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
PLEASE DONT BE SAD FOR ME.
CAUSE I'LL BE HERE STILL ALTHOUGH YOU CANT SEE ME.
OKAY.
MY OFFICIAL GOODBYE.
GOODBYE, WORLD.
MOTHER EARTH, I HOPE GLOBAL WARMING DOESNT KILL YOU.
CAUSE I WANT MY POLLY AND MY GWEEENY TO LIVE LONGER.









P.S. To random passerby, don't take this note seriously. I'm not going to lose to myself by committing suicide.



What's uppppp.
People are so pissed with people today.
Anyway, I thought the picture fit what I was just thinking about.
Complicated, I-don't-want-to-know stuff.
Anyway, gwy posted my jesus (not god, catholic christian that jesus.) on her blog!
So sweet right.
I love her! :)
And guess what.
HAHAHA.
She texted me "Haha okay i love you more {meaning torres}. (Secretly, I love torres more. Thats a secret.)"
Seeeee.
So she loves me more!
Heh! She says I'm just denying it myself.
Humph. But I'm just gonna keep up the self delusion.
Hahaha :)
So many things have been happening.
Pfft.
And I've been pissed at some people too, to be frank.
It's like we're all pretending that nothing is wrong when we're all unhappy with something.
But it's not that we can help it.
We can't possibly go to school and bitch to whoever we're pissed at right?
So we tell someone else.
And when we tell someone else, and she tells it to other people, it just breaks the trust.
Everything boils down to trust in the end.
Okay. Now my brain is really screwed up.
I'm talking about some logic that I don't really get what I'm talking about.
Yeah. And I don't really freaking care.
So why am I talking about this?
I'm just gonna go sleep.
And go secretly text gwy.
Hahaha :)
Cause my dad made sure I turned my phone off at 10 plus. :(
Cheer up, people!
We can go tornado and play all your bu shuang-ness out.
HEH. And watch the despicable me that we never got to watch.
Box office number one in america leh!
It's a must-watch.
And tornado is a must-play.
And the steak from Chef Daniel's kitchen is a must-eat.
Conclusion, iluma is damn awesome once you get to know it.
Although at first its boring like hell.
Hahaha.
Byebye! I'm still hoping that adam comes to singapore. :)

P.S. HOLLAND FTW! I heart holland. Their goalkeeper is awesome. Although he's not very handsome. Heh! Anyway, the referee was SO OBVIOUSLY biased towards spain! If you watched the full match you'll know. And, spain scored an offside. So it wasn't really technically a goal. :( Don't believe go watch the video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBxGkCPhqqA&feature=player_embedded
Spain played damn well attacking though, but Holland did a great job defending. That's why the match went on for so long. Holland, jiayou for the next world cup! :)

Don't take to long to say I love you,
Cause time has a way of slipping away.

@becca`I told youuu! You probably wasn't listening. :(
@claudia`What's your url? I forgot. HEH. Sorryyy!
@polly`The pink blackberry is so pretty right! I want oneeeee. Even though blackberrys are old already. :) And yeap, linked!
@gwy`Hahaha :) And my jesus navas! On your blog. :) Oh my jesus navas. Heh :D I'm gonna stick to oh my navas. Cause jesus keeps on reminding me of like god, catholic christian jesus. Yeap. So, oh my navas!
@jolynn`JOLYNNNNNNN! Hello! Hahaha :) You're so meannnn! Never go CIP with rolly polly today. We had funnn! :)

Hello bloggerrr!
I'm finally back to typing and more typing after 2 months of tumblr only.
Hmm happy new yearrr! <3
I made a few new year resolutions this year.
I'm gonna try to keep to them!
I can't believe its already 2011.
2010 flew by so quickly!
I'll miss Cedar and the boomzly crazy/awesome people there :(
I'll always remember wearing that blue blouse, grey skirt and that cute tie!

Oh my glitter. That's my new phrase :)
And puck you is my new favourite word.
So, exams are over, results are out, and I have 3 more days left at Cedar!
Just 3. Boy, am I going to miss Cedar :(
But I'm excited to start my new life at VJ too hehehe.
I've been spamming tumblr non-stop to make up for the one month that I didn't access tumblr because of end of year papers.
Sorry if I'm spamming your tumblr dashboard!
I'm contemplating whether to start this confession challenge on tumblr.
Okay actually I already know I'm going to do it later.
I think it's really cool.
I still have farewell cards to rush out!
And there's gonna be a little something for 2A on thursday :)
I want my haagen daazs still.
I want it so badly.
BUT.
I want my california pre order edition of MCR's album!
Aijeiwhfjknasmvnakrjfierjgkkgknsknvfjkawgkwjjfk.
Don't ask me why I'm not buying it.
Don't you dare ask me.
It costs 69.99.
And I have 6.99. Only. Okay maybe more.
But not that much.
Oh my glitter.
To whoever out there, I WANT IT SO BADLY.

w/glitter,
peiz.

Hey blog!
I'm back.
After ditching you for so long for tumblr.
I'm sorry!
I still love you a lot, don't worry :)
So, I'm off to vj next year.
I thought about it real hard yesterday.
I wanna try something new, I really want to.
I know I'm giving up all the lovely people in cedar but I guessed its gonna be worth it.
And handbell.
I'm gonna miss it like hell.
But I hope vj's worth it. :)
Alrighty.
So. I banned myself from tv, com, storybooks and stoning today morning in an effort to motivate myself to study science, taking into consideration the fact that I'm really behind schedule.
Did I mention?
Yeah, I'm seriously lagging behind my schedule.
I. Need. To. Study.
I totally wrote that on my knee.
Don't ask me why. I don't know!
Why am I even blogging?
I need to study.
Rahhrrrr. I think I've become a nerd/studyholic.
I'm like stressing myself out.
Well, it's certainly a first that I'm studying so early in advance and so hard. ):
But studying's actually pretty fun :)
Without separation techniques in it.
RAHHRRR I SPENT LIKE 4 HOURS ON IT.
Okay actually only about 2 cause I was half talking to cher.
Hehehe.
Okay I'm gonna study. SERIOUS.
Until then :)

HEY WORLD.
I'M WRITING A GOODBYE NOTE.
I HAVE DECIDED TO SOLVE ALL MY HEARTBREAKS ONCE AND FOR ALL.

TO GWY, I LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I'M NOT YOUR NUMBER ONE.
REMEMBER TO THINK OF ME EVERYDAY STILL.

TO POLLY, I LOVE YOU TTM TOO.
I'M SORRY I HURT YOU.
I NEVER MEANT FOR IT TO BE THAT WAY.

TO ALL DEAREST FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
PLEASE DONT BE SAD FOR ME.
CAUSE I'LL BE HERE STILL ALTHOUGH YOU CANT SEE ME.
OKAY.
MY OFFICIAL GOODBYE.
GOODBYE, WORLD.
MOTHER EARTH, I HOPE GLOBAL WARMING DOESNT KILL YOU.
CAUSE I WANT MY POLLY AND MY GWEEENY TO LIVE LONGER.









P.S. To random passerby, don't take this note seriously. I'm not going to lose to myself by committing suicide.



What's uppppp.
People are so pissed with people today.
Anyway, I thought the picture fit what I was just thinking about.
Complicated, I-don't-want-to-know stuff.
Anyway, gwy posted my jesus (not god, catholic christian that jesus.) on her blog!
So sweet right.
I love her! :)
And guess what.
HAHAHA.
She texted me "Haha okay i love you more {meaning torres}. (Secretly, I love torres more. Thats a secret.)"
Seeeee.
So she loves me more!
Heh! She says I'm just denying it myself.
Humph. But I'm just gonna keep up the self delusion.
Hahaha :)
So many things have been happening.
Pfft.
And I've been pissed at some people too, to be frank.
It's like we're all pretending that nothing is wrong when we're all unhappy with something.
But it's not that we can help it.
We can't possibly go to school and bitch to whoever we're pissed at right?
So we tell someone else.
And when we tell someone else, and she tells it to other people, it just breaks the trust.
Everything boils down to trust in the end.
Okay. Now my brain is really screwed up.
I'm talking about some logic that I don't really get what I'm talking about.
Yeah. And I don't really freaking care.
So why am I talking about this?
I'm just gonna go sleep.
And go secretly text gwy.
Hahaha :)
Cause my dad made sure I turned my phone off at 10 plus. :(
Cheer up, people!
We can go tornado and play all your bu shuang-ness out.
HEH. And watch the despicable me that we never got to watch.
Box office number one in america leh!
It's a must-watch.
And tornado is a must-play.
And the steak from Chef Daniel's kitchen is a must-eat.
Conclusion, iluma is damn awesome once you get to know it.
Although at first its boring like hell.
Hahaha.
Byebye! I'm still hoping that adam comes to singapore. :)

P.S. HOLLAND FTW! I heart holland. Their goalkeeper is awesome. Although he's not very handsome. Heh! Anyway, the referee was SO OBVIOUSLY biased towards spain! If you watched the full match you'll know. And, spain scored an offside. So it wasn't really technically a goal. :( Don't believe go watch the video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBxGkCPhqqA&feature=player_embedded
Spain played damn well attacking though, but Holland did a great job defending. That's why the match went on for so long. Holland, jiayou for the next world cup! :)

Don't take to long to say I love you,
Cause time has a way of slipping away.

@becca`I told youuu! You probably wasn't listening. :(
@claudia`What's your url? I forgot. HEH. Sorryyy!
@polly`The pink blackberry is so pretty right! I want oneeeee. Even though blackberrys are old already. :) And yeap, linked!
@gwy`Hahaha :) And my jesus navas! On your blog. :) Oh my jesus navas. Heh :D I'm gonna stick to oh my navas. Cause jesus keeps on reminding me of like god, catholic christian jesus. Yeap. So, oh my navas!
@jolynn`JOLYNNNNNNN! Hello! Hahaha :) You're so meannnn! Never go CIP with rolly polly today. We had funnn! :)

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